Who's Going To Pay Attention To Your Dreams? And Who's Gonna Plug Your Ears When You Scream...

[meganmarie1328]

Well, I haven't updated in two weeks. Sorry about that. I don't really have much to say. Most of the things on my mind I can't talk about on my lj. At times I feel like a fake. Like I make all these promises to myself and then never back them up. I've been feeling kind of down lately. About losing all of my work on my desktop pc and I'm slowly beginning to forget a few things that I hold dear. A few things I promised I would never forgey. Now, it is okay to move on...and to feel better about something but to completely forget someones memory is another. I guess that I've been so wrapped up in my relationship with David and my laid back kind of life that I've lost sight of some very important things. I used to write all the time, and I honestly thought about writing a novel. I can relate to many things and feel that I could write a beautiful story. Lately, I haven't taken part in writing and that book that I talked about...it's somewhere back there on that imaginary "to do list" I have. Along with my reading list, letters to lost friends, and the spring cleaning from 2 years ago. I don't know...I guess I just need some advice...

Happy fricken' Valentine's Day guys...