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so this weekend was sort of frustrating. or maybe i just ended up frustrated. i don't really now. i guess it wasn't that bad and i'm just in a pissy mood. something is up. i feel the need to just distance myself from all the people in my life right now. not becuase i'm angry, just need some me time. i'm always trying to have me time because i never actually do. i always say i'm going to have me time and then i make plans with someone. this time i'm for real. i really don't want to be around other people.
i hope that doesn't mean i'm getting depressed. i mean i'm kinda blue but i don't quite feel depressed. sometimes life overwhelms me a little bit. and since i'm trying to stay present i have to just take a step back from everything so i don't go off the deep end. tonight after work i'm going to go for a run, we'll see how that goes, and then i have to go grocery shopping. i'm trying to plan a surprise trip home in october it's just a matter of getting the finances in order. i found a relatively cheap ticket, so i have to take advantage of that.
overall i'm pretty much feeling just blah. today is a day i wish i didn't live with a 3 year old because i really don't know if i can deal with that tonight. ok the day is almost done, i gotta clean up my desk before i peace out. i'll check in later in the week to see if my mood has elevated.
i hope that doesn't mean i'm getting depressed. i mean i'm kinda blue but i don't quite feel depressed. sometimes life overwhelms me a little bit. and since i'm trying to stay present i have to just take a step back from everything so i don't go off the deep end. tonight after work i'm going to go for a run, we'll see how that goes, and then i have to go grocery shopping. i'm trying to plan a surprise trip home in october it's just a matter of getting the finances in order. i found a relatively cheap ticket, so i have to take advantage of that.
overall i'm pretty much feeling just blah. today is a day i wish i didn't live with a 3 year old because i really don't know if i can deal with that tonight. ok the day is almost done, i gotta clean up my desk before i peace out. i'll check in later in the week to see if my mood has elevated.