Family
so as i was reading nottheevilrob LJ I relised we both want the same thing a family. I'm 26 years old never married been engaged 5 times and lost each of them. so i have made a desision I will have a family even if it means no husband and children but many friends around me and their kids as my neices and nephews and i will deal wiht just that. yeah it makes me want to cry but it is something i really cant change. i'm single and will probably stay that way for a long time yet. but i have many friends that love me and i can handle haveing justthat even if i get depressed because i'm sorta alone*sighs* but thats life never knowing what will be around the next bend. i am told daily buy my male friends i am desriable but most of them are states away or in another country and they only know my from online and the few that have meet me in person agree that i'm nuts and hard to handle but thats me :) well i have to go clean house have friends from texas arving in about 4 hours or so will post again soon