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hey ppl...this week so far has not been the best. Monday i woke up with a pounding head ach, and was running late for school. I was absent friday because my parents "Suprised me" and said hey were going up north to help aunt cindy and uncle don unpack...i was like ok cuz i didnt have to go to school the next day lmao...yea ok we got there and i did NOTHING! it was so boring!! then we got back on sunday...i had to go to church thing...then i got home @ 7 and went to bed! my weekend sucked ass! ok then on tuesday, i had a good day.. specially after school kay walked home with me and we hung out here for a bit then we went to the mall...then we went to her house and we baked to steive wonder lmao it was great...but then to kill my perfact day, when my mom came to pick me up she was like megan ur grandpas in the hospitial..i was like omg is he ok blah...yea w/e he doing fine i dont really feel liek talking about that now...but what really made me mad was when i told alysse she didnt sould like she cared that much tho...then i was like ok what a great best friend...then in the morning she asked me how he was doing, so that made me feel a little bit more loved.. me and kay are becoming closer and im very happy about that shes o so sweet!! like sweet as in rock on sweet not like kind im mena she kind too but ...god w/e. UMM then today i was walking home and i couldnt breathe i was haveing an asthma attack...it sucked...and alysse knew but yet did she help me at all? nope....yet she was willing to skip the thing she had to do after school to smoke SOMETHING with someone..but not for her best friend who was secounds away from passing out...so yeah sherree helped me alot and i love her for doing that thank you sherree! and then we got to the corner of..ugh..idk w/e we stopped at my sisters friend penny's house and she gave me a ride home i took a breathing treatment and now im all likw shaky and dizzy and i feel sick but these things always happen after i have an asthma attack...so yeah i kinda hope alysse reads this....but if she doesnt ill prolly end up telling her about it but ppl if she dont read it on her own plz dont tell her about it...and alysse if you are reading this i have to talk to you...so im me or call me NOW. i talked to danielle last night and i was telling her about my grandpa and alysse and stuff....then i forgot what we were tlaking about but it made me really sad and i was bawlling while i was on the phone with her...it was so sad i miss her so much! ive been feeling lonely lately...i could get into more depth about that but i relly dont feel like it now...ok well im getting really tired im gunna go ttul bye <3 mj