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[meganissuper]

all i can do is cry. its hell of pathetic.
I hate that i get close to people.
i hate myself for getting so attached
i hate myself for caring so much
i hate that i make people feel bad or mad or sad
i hate that i cant be happy
i hate that even a few words can upset me so much i break down and cry for hours
i hate that i hell of love you and that you mean so much to me
i hate that you dont call, i hate that i refuse to call you now
i hate that im gone
i hate that i cant be mad at you, its impossible
i hate that i have no reason to be mad at you
i hate that im so god damn stupid
i hate that people hate me
i hate that i make people feel annoyed
i hate myself for being so fucking emotion.
i hate this
i hate crying
i hate feeling bad
i hate that i hate so much shit

damn hell of feel like 10 things i hate about you but whatevv