i am so tired. tired of waking up and thinking what i might stumble upon. tired of taking time out of my life to check for messages of hate and loathing. i am not a perfect person. not in the least. this is not something i am ashamed to admit. sometimes i fuck up far past apologies. i have a short fuse, and it used to lead to me running my mouth until i passed out from exhaustion. i am over that now. i refuse to dedicate anymore of my words and actions to people who shouldn't care. i forgive you, and i thank you for giving me my life back, and i'm sure you do the same. let's leave it at that.
i am a liar.
i am an actor.
i have the power to make anyone believe what i want them to.
but then again, so do you.
i'm choosing not to use these talents,
i'd advise you to do the same.
this is the end.