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The worst feeling in the world is regret. I never used to have regret, but i guess its one of those things you realize more once you're older because you have more things to be worrying about. I wish I could change things, the way and acted and the person i was around you. I'm constantly putting up a front that pushes people away and at the end of the day, I'm wishing I didn't. I hate seeing other people move on when I'm still so far set back. I know that's a horrible thing to say, but it's so true, mostly because I used to be that person always moving on and going foward. You would think by now I would assume certain things just aren't meant to be, but for some reason i can't let go. The most frustrating thing is that this never used to be the person I was, I just want to go back to being so care-free. It's horrible that I think about this so much because it never even went far, I think it's just because i feel like things could have been so good, and I never feel that way about anything or anyone.