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He is constantly in my mind.
His presence never did any good to me.
I am gallium, he is room temperature.
I will melt in his hands,
he will smile and say: ‘Wonderful’.
So long ago that I figured it out.
The way you walk & smile,
Never fails to move this heart.
What should I do,
What could I do?
I can’t do anything.
I can’t! I can’t.
I am badly infatuated,
Or maybe really insane.
I should not fall in love,
It will cloud my judgments.
I am afraid
That love shall consume me;
That love will waste me;
That love can change me;
I am afraid.
Because I memorized me,
I will fall and hardly stand,
Love will complete me,
Yet, it will destroy me.
So, how should I say it?
How can I put it?
My rationality demands me
To forget this feeling,
To ignore that face.
To bury your name.
The story of our meeting,
Is like a buried treasure.
I am desperate,
You are willing.
I found you.
I found you.
A hallway filled with darkness,
So dark that it can hurt.
A light suddenly walked in,
A light that shimmers amply,
So bright that it can be addicting.
You are the light,
I was the darkness.
You lit me up,
Now I surrender.
My knees became so weak,
I am currently falling.
Catch me or not,
It depends on you.
But you should know.
This person will love you.
I will never stop,
This will never end.
Even if you bath dirt,
Do dirty lies and craps,
Scavenge souls, drink life,
Roll on mud,
I will still love you.
They might push you away
I will catch you instead.
They might throw stones,
I will catch them instead.
I LOVE YOU, I AM HERE FOR YOU.
“I notice you” I want to say.
“Even if nobody does. I Do, I will.”