At the end of his resolve.
Since I I had my first breath of the fresh Baguio air, I am carrying this pail inside my head. Everyday, stuff that happens in UP fills it up. Yeah, it includes the you-know-whos and the people I can't mention because they are so great at enduring paddles. It also includes those who are close to me and what not. Everyday, this pail gets filled up and I stretch its build to accomodate more bleargh. But one day, I'll pour it all out. I'll purge everything not worth remembering. I'll do it in a pasabog way or kakalimutan ko na lang siya basta (I prefer the latter. Kay Jelly o kay Leah na lang ako magrarant if ever buwahahaha xD)
You might ask kung di ba ako nagsasawa sa kakarant at kakareklamo? Ang sagot ko hindi. As long as am up here, my life is 2 steps away from miserable. Am really thankful for those people who keep me sane. My school is very bogus. They say it is free but they stuff opinions down your throat. It is also a breeding ground for compulsive liers, cheaters, thieves, and bullies. Ewan ko ba, pero ganun na lang talaga siya. (Pero in fairness di naman lahat. Malas malas lang siguro ako at naeencounter ko sila on a daily basis. I know the I am so MU with my enemies and the people who don't like me in general. And wag niyo kong pipilosopohin na hate ko sila kasi ganun din ako. Excuse me! Wag po tayng magpaka pseudo-intellectual!)
Today, I'll share something that am so annoyed at.
Nope! This isn't about words, am talking about tangible stuff. Nakakainis na siya promise
I have these two orgmates (of course I'll not name them) whom I want to end being friends with. Its a pretty good thing that the conflict only circulates in their faction but it just leaked out on a silver platter to ruin everyone's lives.
You know my group. My group loves hobbies :D Its supposed to be fun. I changed how the way it works but still, people are having fun naman! Pero, when the hobby turns into a competition and the competition turns into a peeing contest, it becomes really destructive if both people in the contest are just plain immature.
Let me get to this straight. Both parties are lying, cheating, backstabbing, mudslinging, and stealing from each other and (insert doom sound here. dun dun DUUUUUUUUHHHNN!) the other people's moneys! Nakakabanas siya. So nagkakandagutom-gutom ako dito to do my job as I cover up for the stolen money and maintain the course of everything. Good thing Aldwin is here to feed me once things goes horribly wrong and I can always have a bongga meal at John Hay and put the tab to my dad (who is going to pay my meal with the free consumable credit he receives :D hurrah!).
But today, am at the end of my resolve.
I really want to frank the two of them and get them kicked out but I just can't. We are following a set of rules here which includes a guideline for kickage. Terminating friendships are hard, but if theyre chunks of cardboard will continue to have a mind of its own, then it should be done.
Why do they have to lie, cheat, back stab, mud sling, and steal from everyone? I got a veeeeeeeeeeery good hypothesis for this one.
They think their lives are miserable. One being the utusan-ng-bayan when he is in Manila and one who is just a huge jerk who can't earn his own money so he steals. I thank the latter a lot for ruining my trust! I covered him up when my best bud Jasper accused him of stealing his phone. All evidences points to you but now you have done this, I can't help but reduce my trust (buti nga pinagkakatiwalaan kita konti because I can't single you out and you are still a part of me to some extent).
Oooooh, I can't buy this and that. But everyone has this and that. So i'll buy this and that and just worry about eating later. Oh my gawd! I don't have moneys to buy food with, so what should I dooooo~ D: Boooohooo!
I know ! Steal from everyone else! Buwahahaha! Brilliant!
And now here I am, thankful that my mom sent me my allowance in advance ; so I don't have to tighten my belt. I don't want to let my people down. Its ok if am the only person who is in this but no. I have been babying my people for the past months. Everything is going smooth until the moneys magically made it way to Mr. Cheat M. Ensteal who also ruined the fund raising drives by giving away free stuff for crying out loud! Sobrang manhid niya at di niya nakikita na naghihirap ako at ang super BFF ko sa ginagawa niya. Nahihirapan kami!
Now lets move on to Mr.Emo! All he does is be emo about everything without doing anything at all. Apparently, he started everything when he started the stealing cardboard chunks from everyone who has them. He probably thinks he is not stealing paper notes and metal coins so kebs lang sa kaniya. WRONG!!
Tapos he has the guts to make utang from everyone and act like this poor little kid who can't buy himself a meal. Hello! Its your fault kung bakit ka nagkaganiyan! The thing is mali din kami eh. We tolerated youre behavior but we will never tolerate it already. Sana pala di na ako nagpakabait sa iyo in the first place kung magiging ganiyan ka lang.
Ang magnanakaw, galit sa kapwa magnanakaw. Pero please lang wag mo kaming idamay.
Ay oo nga pala Mister Emo. Yung laptop nga pala ni Aldwin, matapos mo siyang sirain di mo man lang inayos o gawan man lang ng paraan! Tama ba yun? Naalala mo rin nung ginalit mo ng bonggang bongga ang BFF ko last year? Although resolved na yun, syempre bumaba ang tingin ko sa iyo nun.
And to top it all off, what are your solutions for this brouhaha?
Eh di umiwas kay Nico! Kasi sisingilin nanaman niya ako nung sa perang tinakbo ko! Nakakirita talaga si Nico. Ang kulit kulit niyang maningil.
Magaling magaling magaling.
Natanong ko kay Aldwin, ano ba ang pinakamalaking kakulangan ko sa pagiging leader.
"Youre biggest flaw is you let other people trample on you."
Ayun door mat ako.
At magpapaka-door mat ako ulit.
Please clean up the mess you have caused...
and I would really appreciate it if you give us back our money.
Hindi ko pera yun, di din yun pera ni Leah, ni Aldwin, o kung sino man ang kaclose ko. Pera nating lahat yun. Ari-arian namin ang lahat ng pinagnananakaw niyo.
At this point, I have decided to be friends with two stealing cheats because I still have faith in their humanity. But that won't stop me from being annoyed. After all, I forgive seventy times seven.
*In before grammar errors and mispelled words. Some errors are intentional*
PS:
Am smiling right now. Although I still choose to be friends with them, I will not tolerate what they did and I'll consider what will happen to them as long as the clique is concerned.
PPS:
Uuuuy! In fairness di ako masyadong nagmura ! nyahahaha xD
You might ask kung di ba ako nagsasawa sa kakarant at kakareklamo? Ang sagot ko hindi. As long as am up here, my life is 2 steps away from miserable. Am really thankful for those people who keep me sane. My school is very bogus. They say it is free but they stuff opinions down your throat. It is also a breeding ground for compulsive liers, cheaters, thieves, and bullies. Ewan ko ba, pero ganun na lang talaga siya. (Pero in fairness di naman lahat. Malas malas lang siguro ako at naeencounter ko sila on a daily basis. I know the I am so MU with my enemies and the people who don't like me in general. And wag niyo kong pipilosopohin na hate ko sila kasi ganun din ako. Excuse me! Wag po tayng magpaka pseudo-intellectual!)
Today, I'll share something that am so annoyed at.
Nope! This isn't about words, am talking about tangible stuff. Nakakainis na siya promise
I have these two orgmates (of course I'll not name them) whom I want to end being friends with. Its a pretty good thing that the conflict only circulates in their faction but it just leaked out on a silver platter to ruin everyone's lives.
You know my group. My group loves hobbies :D Its supposed to be fun. I changed how the way it works but still, people are having fun naman! Pero, when the hobby turns into a competition and the competition turns into a peeing contest, it becomes really destructive if both people in the contest are just plain immature.
Let me get to this straight. Both parties are lying, cheating, backstabbing, mudslinging, and stealing from each other and (insert doom sound here. dun dun DUUUUUUUUHHHNN!) the other people's moneys! Nakakabanas siya. So nagkakandagutom-gutom ako dito to do my job as I cover up for the stolen money and maintain the course of everything. Good thing Aldwin is here to feed me once things goes horribly wrong and I can always have a bongga meal at John Hay and put the tab to my dad (who is going to pay my meal with the free consumable credit he receives :D hurrah!).
But today, am at the end of my resolve.
I really want to frank the two of them and get them kicked out but I just can't. We are following a set of rules here which includes a guideline for kickage. Terminating friendships are hard, but if theyre chunks of cardboard will continue to have a mind of its own, then it should be done.
Why do they have to lie, cheat, back stab, mud sling, and steal from everyone? I got a veeeeeeeeeeery good hypothesis for this one.
They think their lives are miserable. One being the utusan-ng-bayan when he is in Manila and one who is just a huge jerk who can't earn his own money so he steals. I thank the latter a lot for ruining my trust! I covered him up when my best bud Jasper accused him of stealing his phone. All evidences points to you but now you have done this, I can't help but reduce my trust (buti nga pinagkakatiwalaan kita konti because I can't single you out and you are still a part of me to some extent).
Oooooh, I can't buy this and that. But everyone has this and that. So i'll buy this and that and just worry about eating later. Oh my gawd! I don't have moneys to buy food with, so what should I dooooo~ D: Boooohooo!
I know ! Steal from everyone else! Buwahahaha! Brilliant!
And now here I am, thankful that my mom sent me my allowance in advance ; so I don't have to tighten my belt. I don't want to let my people down. Its ok if am the only person who is in this but no. I have been babying my people for the past months. Everything is going smooth until the moneys magically made it way to Mr. Cheat M. Ensteal who also ruined the fund raising drives by giving away free stuff for crying out loud! Sobrang manhid niya at di niya nakikita na naghihirap ako at ang super BFF ko sa ginagawa niya. Nahihirapan kami!
Now lets move on to Mr.Emo! All he does is be emo about everything without doing anything at all. Apparently, he started everything when he started the stealing cardboard chunks from everyone who has them. He probably thinks he is not stealing paper notes and metal coins so kebs lang sa kaniya. WRONG!!
Tapos he has the guts to make utang from everyone and act like this poor little kid who can't buy himself a meal. Hello! Its your fault kung bakit ka nagkaganiyan! The thing is mali din kami eh. We tolerated youre behavior but we will never tolerate it already. Sana pala di na ako nagpakabait sa iyo in the first place kung magiging ganiyan ka lang.
Ang magnanakaw, galit sa kapwa magnanakaw. Pero please lang wag mo kaming idamay.
Ay oo nga pala Mister Emo. Yung laptop nga pala ni Aldwin, matapos mo siyang sirain di mo man lang inayos o gawan man lang ng paraan! Tama ba yun? Naalala mo rin nung ginalit mo ng bonggang bongga ang BFF ko last year? Although resolved na yun, syempre bumaba ang tingin ko sa iyo nun.
And to top it all off, what are your solutions for this brouhaha?
Eh di umiwas kay Nico! Kasi sisingilin nanaman niya ako nung sa perang tinakbo ko! Nakakirita talaga si Nico. Ang kulit kulit niyang maningil.
Magaling magaling magaling.
Natanong ko kay Aldwin, ano ba ang pinakamalaking kakulangan ko sa pagiging leader.
"Youre biggest flaw is you let other people trample on you."
Ayun door mat ako.
At magpapaka-door mat ako ulit.
Please clean up the mess you have caused...
and I would really appreciate it if you give us back our money.
Hindi ko pera yun, di din yun pera ni Leah, ni Aldwin, o kung sino man ang kaclose ko. Pera nating lahat yun. Ari-arian namin ang lahat ng pinagnananakaw niyo.
At this point, I have decided to be friends with two stealing cheats because I still have faith in their humanity. But that won't stop me from being annoyed. After all, I forgive seventy times seven.
*In before grammar errors and mispelled words. Some errors are intentional*
PS:
Am smiling right now. Although I still choose to be friends with them, I will not tolerate what they did and I'll consider what will happen to them as long as the clique is concerned.
PPS:
Uuuuy! In fairness di ako masyadong nagmura ! nyahahaha xD