Nov 19, 2006 08:14
I can't wait to go home for break. After next Monday, two full weeks, exams and I'm finished with the first semester of my sophomore year at wise...which is actually my junior year now...stupid school. I can't wait to get out for good. I think I'll actually go over the summer tho and get some shiz outta the way. I got a lot to do and very little time to accomplish it in. Two years to get my required shit done, even tho I'm considered a junior, it'll take awhile for me to be ready to graduate. When I'm done, I dunno where I wanna go to school. I could get a job over the summer doing basic stats in DC for $20 an hour, but I don't know if I wanna do that this summer or not. Prolly not for this summer, got too much to do. I just cant wait for this small lil break...I'm takin Brenda home Tuesday evening right after my last class at 2 and then I'm heading home to visit my children until...Saturday cuz I'll be coming back for church Sunday. Jason says he wants to come up and see me one night or something...so we'll c how that goes. I dunno anymore, if God wants it to work...it'll work. If it's not sposed to...then Oh well. I'm not really sure why all that happened...I guess deep down I know that the mental and verbal shit just got to me, but I can't tell him that...he would never understand. IF we do get back together, I am layin down the law and all he'll be able to do is sing my praises from here on out lol. I'll be a dictator. lol just playin can anyone really see me as a dictator? Nope. I'll be me and that's it. No more screw ups for the remainder of life, in that magnitude anyways :) O well...all I really wanted to say was Thank God for breaktime, and everything else he's helped me to get thru and accomplish this year. Praise be to my YHWH <3.
God Bless You All...