Fall Break and uncertainty
I am anticipating how hopefully painful the remainder of this day will be for me. I have had some minor allusions as to the fact that it will be here soon, although I hate it, I have to endure it once again. I had Annah here in the house with me most of the morning, I just woke up at 10:30 and it looks like a monsoon outside...why can't it be pretty on my break? It was pretty yesterday but I had two appointments yesterday: dentist and eye dr. I have to go have some minor work done on my teeth in Nov. and my eyes are just fine with my contacts and glasses that i have now so I'm mad that the teeth thing was put off for so long, but I'll suck it up and go on with it. I've discovered some exciting things since having my tonsils cut out...it's definitely to my advantage lol. I've been home since Friday evening, I was gonna go see Jason yesterday but he didnt get home from work until 8ish so maybe tonight. I hope I get to spend all of this next weekend with him. I havent seen him since...last Friday I think. that sucks. I used to be able to drive down and see him thru the week but since I started workin at the school it's kept me from doin that. Oh well...I just hope everything goes as scheduled this week. Annah has to be taken to the vet this evening to get fixed...which means a night without Annah...sadness...she's grown up SOO fast...and I love her so much. YHWH please have your way in me. Let me do as you wish from now until forever, I want you to be in every aspect of my life and to lead me in the right directions...I am wholly yours.
I bought some new VS panties yesterday...they're kinda kewl lol...I also bought some lotion. I was completely out of the stuff so I bought 3 bottles. My first night back home was the funniest thing ever. My sister came in from cheerleading and everything she did cracked me up. I love her. She has this song on her phone called stuntin like my daddy...and she went in dad's room and played it while he was asleep and danced to it, he of course finally woke up and was mad lol. There was a big centipede that crawled off her cheer bag and we killed it and made fun of it for another hour lol. Mom bought us these really sweet lil music boxes and I seriously almost cried when she gave it to me. She is the sweetest mom in the world. Kara cried about it for...awhile that night, but we finally got her to sleep. On Sunday I had to sing a cappella because Kayla wasnt there to play piano for me and my aunt forgot to bring out my tapes to me. There were some ppl at church that I didnt know and they were telling me that I had a beautiful voice...I really don't know if it's as good as everyone says...it's not bad...but i'm sure it's not the best in the world...but it's YHWH's gift to me...I asked for the gift of song...and I got it...so of course...there's no room for complaints. I have had to overcome some things with it. Like my tonsils causing me so many probs...I had a sore throat like once every other day so it's like I didnt have probs with my tonsils until I started expanding my voices capabilities. I have no real probs with it anymore tho...so it's all taken care of. God has given me so much...my wonderful family, my sister*, my health, my looks*, my singing voice*, great friends, an awesome boyfriend who has an awesome family, the wisdom and knowledge to make it thru my classes, the means to get to school...I have so much to be thankful for...so why sweat the small stuff?
I love you all...
God Bless...
I bought some new VS panties yesterday...they're kinda kewl lol...I also bought some lotion. I was completely out of the stuff so I bought 3 bottles. My first night back home was the funniest thing ever. My sister came in from cheerleading and everything she did cracked me up. I love her. She has this song on her phone called stuntin like my daddy...and she went in dad's room and played it while he was asleep and danced to it, he of course finally woke up and was mad lol. There was a big centipede that crawled off her cheer bag and we killed it and made fun of it for another hour lol. Mom bought us these really sweet lil music boxes and I seriously almost cried when she gave it to me. She is the sweetest mom in the world. Kara cried about it for...awhile that night, but we finally got her to sleep. On Sunday I had to sing a cappella because Kayla wasnt there to play piano for me and my aunt forgot to bring out my tapes to me. There were some ppl at church that I didnt know and they were telling me that I had a beautiful voice...I really don't know if it's as good as everyone says...it's not bad...but i'm sure it's not the best in the world...but it's YHWH's gift to me...I asked for the gift of song...and I got it...so of course...there's no room for complaints. I have had to overcome some things with it. Like my tonsils causing me so many probs...I had a sore throat like once every other day so it's like I didnt have probs with my tonsils until I started expanding my voices capabilities. I have no real probs with it anymore tho...so it's all taken care of. God has given me so much...my wonderful family, my sister*, my health, my looks*, my singing voice*, great friends, an awesome boyfriend who has an awesome family, the wisdom and knowledge to make it thru my classes, the means to get to school...I have so much to be thankful for...so why sweat the small stuff?
I love you all...
God Bless...