Jun 20, 2007 17:57
i have a real job- as a media assistant at butler/till.
i'm an adult. with bills to pay, a job to wake up for every day, and an apartment to come home to at night.
i think this is the loneliest i've ever been, despite the fact that i see my boyfriend every other day & hang out with friends on the weekends...
i'm not quite sure i was ready to graduate into adulthood, that's for sure.
i'm also not quite sure i was ready for an adult relationship. sometimes it's wonderful and the world is rose-colored. other times, it sucks and i'm selfish and needy and i hate that i'm both.
i doubt i'll be updating much anymore... lj is sort of falling by the wayside into my college life.
does anyone know if there's a way to upload all of my entries?