oh why cant i be what you need.
this day was really messed up
i woke up HUGEEEEEEEE headache WONDER WHY! then tracie came over because i was so upset mann. i donn even know why it was priceless. anyway. she comes over we talk it wasnt fun cuz i feel like shit. SOME PEOPLE MAKE ME FEEL THAT FUckING WaY GGGRRRRrRRRR! anyways. yeah so then we went shopping. Then we went back to tracies and i got into a fight with anna. that ruined my night right there as if i dont feel bad enough. Kerim doesnt show for the movie. i was supposed to see him tomorrow but i have no ride there. i was supposed to go to michelles tomorrow but i have no ride there either. and now tracies going to peq. and i prolly wouldnt go anyway cuz 1. tray aint coming and 2. i got bball. so i come home from the movies. allready feeling horrible. when i talk to pat. i just broke down mann. Pat helped me tho again as always ILoveYou. i feel like sucha jerrk and a little bitch and a whole lotta other shit happened that i really dont wanna talk about but i really wanna thank tray for makin me feel better.. i donno what id do without you babeeeeeeeee.
AnnA - im so sorry. i love you so much
oh shit here i go cryin again. its been a rough weekend. not good. i mean some of it was good. well a lot of it was good. but i dont know why im so upset. i really would love to know is there something wrong with me. because i dont know what im doing wrong here. fucking a im really sorry im sayin this i just really need to vent. i hate boys and no its not who you guys think it is. im over it. kthanks. uhm yeah so anyway i hate boys but i love them. theres some that are my best friends (I LOVE YOU LIKE A BRO!! haha samm and rayy) and then theres some that totally put me the fuck down and make me feel like this. he dont even know who he is haha i love it. it always happens too im so lucky i swear. but the boys isnt my biggest drama. i think you know who you are whose making me miserable. and if you dont oh well ill live. ill always love you reguardless.
anyways im peacin it before i say more shit that i shouldnt sayyy.
-megan
i woke up HUGEEEEEEEE headache WONDER WHY! then tracie came over because i was so upset mann. i donn even know why it was priceless. anyway. she comes over we talk it wasnt fun cuz i feel like shit. SOME PEOPLE MAKE ME FEEL THAT FUckING WaY GGGRRRRrRRRR! anyways. yeah so then we went shopping. Then we went back to tracies and i got into a fight with anna. that ruined my night right there as if i dont feel bad enough. Kerim doesnt show for the movie. i was supposed to see him tomorrow but i have no ride there. i was supposed to go to michelles tomorrow but i have no ride there either. and now tracies going to peq. and i prolly wouldnt go anyway cuz 1. tray aint coming and 2. i got bball. so i come home from the movies. allready feeling horrible. when i talk to pat. i just broke down mann. Pat helped me tho again as always ILoveYou. i feel like sucha jerrk and a little bitch and a whole lotta other shit happened that i really dont wanna talk about but i really wanna thank tray for makin me feel better.. i donno what id do without you babeeeeeeeee.
AnnA - im so sorry. i love you so much
oh shit here i go cryin again. its been a rough weekend. not good. i mean some of it was good. well a lot of it was good. but i dont know why im so upset. i really would love to know is there something wrong with me. because i dont know what im doing wrong here. fucking a im really sorry im sayin this i just really need to vent. i hate boys and no its not who you guys think it is. im over it. kthanks. uhm yeah so anyway i hate boys but i love them. theres some that are my best friends (I LOVE YOU LIKE A BRO!! haha samm and rayy) and then theres some that totally put me the fuck down and make me feel like this. he dont even know who he is haha i love it. it always happens too im so lucky i swear. but the boys isnt my biggest drama. i think you know who you are whose making me miserable. and if you dont oh well ill live. ill always love you reguardless.
anyways im peacin it before i say more shit that i shouldnt sayyy.
-megan