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Sometimes I think that not everyone has a reason in life. Like me, what am I born to do? Am I born to love, to get married, have children, have friends, a nice job, OR do I have no reason in life? Am I just here for the pleasure of everyone else? Then I start to wonder What if there really isn't a God? What would we become after death? Does thinking this make me a non-believer, or does it make me go to hell? And how do you know if you truly believe in this God that you worship? Are you really a true believer, or do you just think you are? What is your reason for life? Do you think its what God really wants, or do you think its what you really want? Where will you be later in life? Will you know me? Do you know where I will be later on in life? Does my life show anything that would make it worth living? OR am I just a person waiting for the end of my life? Why do I ask so many questions? And will I ever have any of them answered? You walk around in life thinking that you might or might not have a clue in what you want to do. Those who know what they want to do strive for perfection but when they get it is it all that they wanted ? How do you know that is what your going to end up doing? What if you work your whole life to be this great thing, and you never get it. What do you do then? How would you feel? Would you feel like you still made something out of it and are happy with what you have done, or would you think it was a waste of time? Would you fall in love in the process? Do you even believe in love? If not then what do you do? Will you ever think that you will have it? Will you know that it is real true love when you get it, if you are a believer? Hwow can you trust a person that you love when they are so close to you or so far away? Can you ever really trust that person ? If you love that person and find them to be the best person for you in the whole world wouldnt you start to think that maybe someone else feels the same way for them? Would you die for the person you love, even though it would mean that you will be losing that love when you do die? Have you ever thought of dying just to get out of what ever mess you are in? Have you hurt that bad? Have you ever hurt so bad that all you could do was shake and the only way to stop would to make something of your body be in a little pain? Has your heart ever felt like it was broken into a million parts over someone because you think something happened and when they tell you differently the pain in your heart seems to grow larger? Have you ever just wanted to cry and yell as loud as you can because you dont know what else could help you feel better, but others are around so you cant do it? What do you do then ?Can people really fall in love over night? OR is it supposed to take years to develope? Can you lose it in a second? OR will it always be there no matter if your with someone else or not? Have you ever felt like today you wish you could die.. but be alive again the next day just so you wouldnt have to feel that feeling you have? What does it take to be a truly happy person? Are you your self happy?