Work Work Work..
Ther eis so much work to be done with getting a new house.. but really i love every bit of it. I tihnk we probably have the best home in the whole world! lol well that might be goign a little far.. but it sure feels like it to us. And seriously, I think Kennedy has the cutest baby room I've ever seen. It is just darling. My mom did the painting on the walls. She sure is talented. And I painted her dollhouse. It really come out good too, I was pretty darn proud of myself. Shawn is up and about painting the doors, and baby cakes is sitting right next to me in her bouncer seat just babblin away. I swear this child is going to be a wil women when she gets to walking!
Oh man.. yesterday she fell for the first time. Poor baby. I felt terrible. She was up sitting on the couch and I went in to the kitchen to rinse out my paint brush when i heard the most heart wrenching crying. She somehow pushed her self forward and rolled off of the couch. And this is no little couch it is very deep. But there she was my poor baby laying on her back on the floor. We've learned now.. never ever leave her alone on sometthing so high. She is to smart now.
And then last night I had the most aweful dream. I woke up crying. I cant even talk about it cause it scares me so bad. but I think it was just because of that incident with her falling off of the couch. ifelt so guilty about it.. the dream was basically about us forgetting about her again and she died.. oh lord it was soo real and in the dream i kept telling mysaelf this has to be a dream and trying to wake myself up with water but i just wouldnt wake up so i though it was real.. when i finally woke up i was so glad but scared like never before from a dream. I cant imagine anything happening to her. You dont know what unconditional love feels like until you have a child of your own. It has to go be the most powerful emotion there is.
(Sorry for all the typos Goober here is helping me type!)
Okay well I better get up and going. We have got a lot to do today. And it is Shawns moms birthday.
Tootle-loo!
Heres a little goodbye from Kennedy:
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Oh man.. yesterday she fell for the first time. Poor baby. I felt terrible. She was up sitting on the couch and I went in to the kitchen to rinse out my paint brush when i heard the most heart wrenching crying. She somehow pushed her self forward and rolled off of the couch. And this is no little couch it is very deep. But there she was my poor baby laying on her back on the floor. We've learned now.. never ever leave her alone on sometthing so high. She is to smart now.
And then last night I had the most aweful dream. I woke up crying. I cant even talk about it cause it scares me so bad. but I think it was just because of that incident with her falling off of the couch. ifelt so guilty about it.. the dream was basically about us forgetting about her again and she died.. oh lord it was soo real and in the dream i kept telling mysaelf this has to be a dream and trying to wake myself up with water but i just wouldnt wake up so i though it was real.. when i finally woke up i was so glad but scared like never before from a dream. I cant imagine anything happening to her. You dont know what unconditional love feels like until you have a child of your own. It has to go be the most powerful emotion there is.
(Sorry for all the typos Goober here is helping me type!)
Okay well I better get up and going. We have got a lot to do today. And it is Shawns moms birthday.
Tootle-loo!
Heres a little goodbye from Kennedy:
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