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Dec 16, 2004 11:31

Man time really does fly by. In less than 2 weeks I will be holding my baby girl. I hope it is sooner than later.. but whenever is fine. December just is my last coice for a birthday to be in. Its too close to Christmas. Oh well..

I've been super busy considering that I am not working at Lifestyles anymore. It is nice actually. I get SO much done in the day and the house is always clean. I've been shopping a lot. Man is it annoying. I see soo much that I want to buy but I just gotta try and hold off a little bit more. I am going to go look in Lucky Brand this week sometime. Jarod can get me 60% off anything I want in there!! So I am just going to guess on the sizes and then I can always take back and exchange. I plan on getting in really good shape after she is born. I wanna be a HOT mamma! I've really done well though. Through out this whole pregnancy I've only gained 16 pounds. God it does seem like a whole lot though when you really think about it!! But most women gain 20 at the low-end.

Oh yea back to shopping. It is rough this year. Living on your own without the help of your parents is a challange. Shawn and I have really entered the "Real world." Its crazy we are actually going to be a "FAMILY" thats so funny to think. As far as marriage. I know it is right around the corner. And even though I thought from the beginning of this pregnancy that "I wanna get married, I wanna get married" ..the closer it gets the more nervous about it I am. I mean that is commiting to him for the rest of my life. I dont want to be one of those people who get divorced. But I think we will really do it.. and be happy most importantly. We truly do love eachother with all we have. It is just such big steps all at once. So much growing up to do.. and in such little time. This are changing though. He is such a damn hardworker. I couldnt be more fortunate to have him. And me.. I am starting not to mind the housework! Just the way we think about things and make desicions, we really have already done so much growing up. God, I remember a year ago. We would party it up like you wouldnt believe. And I will never forget those days. Never.
We are about to be parents. We are going to have this little angel and have to try to steer her down all the right paths in life... talk about a challenge..
No, our lives arent over.. just different. A wonderful different. And I am not saying we are not going to have our times to ourselves.. we will still have our time for good 'ol "adult" fun! Heck, we both turn 21 here soon. And the Atlanta race is coming up.. and I am planning on a cruise also.. so yes, more crazy fun will occur!

Geeze, Im really typing it up today. I am just so anxious. So ready to HOLD our baby... the little "creature" thats been moving around in my belly for 9 months..

Its just a waiting game for now.. so that is just what I will do...

Wait...
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