Lonely
Its almost 1 o'clock on this gorgeous Saturday.. and where am I? Thats right cooped up inside all day. I hate it.. but I make the best. I am going to try to do some errands.. mail some stuff.. maybe grab some lunch. I was hoping to get to eat lunch with Shawn, its just so hard because his work is so unpredictable. I was also hoping to hang out with Ashley.. but like usual, that never happens. I try to just get over it, but it really bothers me. My feelings always get hurt..
Worse yet, Linz is moving to Savannah GA. 6 months.. 6 months with hardley getting to see her. I thought that her in Orlando was bad.. but this is truly far away. At least she she will come to visit right when the baby is born. She moves Dec. 1st.
Her birthday is coming up. Nov. 9th. I am taking her to the Brooks and Dunn concert. I am glad we'll get to spend some time alone, it should be a lot of fun. We'll get dip and dots! mmmmMMm.. :)
I got a letter from Annsley today. She really is such a sweet person. A good friend. I wish I could have seen that more when she was living here. Its hard to find a good friend these days.
Shawn just called. I miss him.
I miss the way it used to be. But I am happy with the way things are now. Its just.. its just more grown-up. We dont live that fun care-free life anymore. He works a real job to pay for real bills. Theres a baby coming.. hmm.. I guess this is the real world. not so much fun and games anymore. Its okay though.. its wonderful when he comes home everynight.. and Sundays.. Sundays are our only time together, which we never really get any quality time, there a milion things that always need to be done. We really need a vacation! But we will get one soon enough. Halloween weekend we are going to Altanta. He is going to the race with Chad.. and me and annsley are going to find something to do. That should be nice. Then.. in April or May of 2005, we are going to go on a cruise. A 5 day cruise. I cant wait.
Okay, well I am going to mail off some of my bills.. fun fun..
Tongiht we are going to dinner with his mom and dad. I am really glad, I miss them, we havent done this in a while.
Worse yet, Linz is moving to Savannah GA. 6 months.. 6 months with hardley getting to see her. I thought that her in Orlando was bad.. but this is truly far away. At least she she will come to visit right when the baby is born. She moves Dec. 1st.
Her birthday is coming up. Nov. 9th. I am taking her to the Brooks and Dunn concert. I am glad we'll get to spend some time alone, it should be a lot of fun. We'll get dip and dots! mmmmMMm.. :)
I got a letter from Annsley today. She really is such a sweet person. A good friend. I wish I could have seen that more when she was living here. Its hard to find a good friend these days.
Shawn just called. I miss him.
I miss the way it used to be. But I am happy with the way things are now. Its just.. its just more grown-up. We dont live that fun care-free life anymore. He works a real job to pay for real bills. Theres a baby coming.. hmm.. I guess this is the real world. not so much fun and games anymore. Its okay though.. its wonderful when he comes home everynight.. and Sundays.. Sundays are our only time together, which we never really get any quality time, there a milion things that always need to be done. We really need a vacation! But we will get one soon enough. Halloween weekend we are going to Altanta. He is going to the race with Chad.. and me and annsley are going to find something to do. That should be nice. Then.. in April or May of 2005, we are going to go on a cruise. A 5 day cruise. I cant wait.
Okay, well I am going to mail off some of my bills.. fun fun..
Tongiht we are going to dinner with his mom and dad. I am really glad, I miss them, we havent done this in a while.