Rough weekend...
and I dont mean in a hungover-kinda-way.
Shawn and I had been doing a lot of arguing and being fussy with one another. He has been working non-stop, even on Saturdays.. a day we are supposed to have all to ourselves. I know hes been cranky, over-worked, and just down-right exahausted... Ive tried to be patient and understand that he is working alot and is just worn-out. But so have I, mentally. Alot has been going on at home for me. Alot. My house went up for Sale yesterday, and someone came and looked at it Saturday, before it was even up for sale! My mom put an offer on this townhome.. my future home..
Hence, Shawn and I have been clashing. I have been craving attention from him.. and hes just been too tired to even keep his poor lil eyes open.
However, Luckily, Last night we had a heart-to-heart and it went well. He tried to explain to me that he loves me unbearably.. with all of his heart, like nothing ever felt.. and I know the feeling because I feel just that way for him. But then it clicked for him that he has to show it... I know he does.. but you SHOW that you love someone every second of the day.. its in their eyes when they look at you and in the smile when they smile at you. You beam with it. And I know sometimes he is so tired I may mis-read him.. so we came to the conclusion.. i for one do have to stop trying to overanalyze every little thing. And I know I do do it. and he, he has to try and not be so darn cranky all the time!! lol
Bottom line.. i think this was the talk that really made us both realize what we mean to one another....
Thank heavens!
Gonna go hop in the shower now.
Gotta get Davis at 12..
Shawn and I had been doing a lot of arguing and being fussy with one another. He has been working non-stop, even on Saturdays.. a day we are supposed to have all to ourselves. I know hes been cranky, over-worked, and just down-right exahausted... Ive tried to be patient and understand that he is working alot and is just worn-out. But so have I, mentally. Alot has been going on at home for me. Alot. My house went up for Sale yesterday, and someone came and looked at it Saturday, before it was even up for sale! My mom put an offer on this townhome.. my future home..
Hence, Shawn and I have been clashing. I have been craving attention from him.. and hes just been too tired to even keep his poor lil eyes open.
However, Luckily, Last night we had a heart-to-heart and it went well. He tried to explain to me that he loves me unbearably.. with all of his heart, like nothing ever felt.. and I know the feeling because I feel just that way for him. But then it clicked for him that he has to show it... I know he does.. but you SHOW that you love someone every second of the day.. its in their eyes when they look at you and in the smile when they smile at you. You beam with it. And I know sometimes he is so tired I may mis-read him.. so we came to the conclusion.. i for one do have to stop trying to overanalyze every little thing. And I know I do do it. and he, he has to try and not be so darn cranky all the time!! lol
Bottom line.. i think this was the talk that really made us both realize what we mean to one another....
Thank heavens!
Gonna go hop in the shower now.
Gotta get Davis at 12..