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The tears came again.. and I'm fighting them right now.. This is such a bad time to be going through this again.. since my aunt is here and everything.. Graduation is drawing nearer... so is my sister's birthday... the race... prom that I'm not attending.... what would my life be like if I lived some where else? What would I be like if I was like all my cousins up is MA? Maybe it would help me now.. Maybe I wouldn't hurt so much... I don't know whats worse.. The thought of everyone hating me or having no one.. All I know is I'm shaky and a little clammy right now.. I've got to keep this tears at bay.. I don't want Mom to catch me again... I'm done being on here.. Maybe I'll sleep and let myself dream... and imagine... and cry there...