so yeah..
in avoidance of becoming a complete internet addict I have taken to using my imagination and writing a story. I'm not quite sure what I will do with it when I finish. But I rather enjoy the release of building stories around characters who now exist in my imagination. It's actually pretty cool. I know the story doesn't have much relevance to anything in particular, but its still cool to get my ideas down on paper and eventually as I promised C on the computer so that you don't have to look at my horribly structured notes and multicolored writing trying to understand what I wrote. I'm fascinated by the way the story turns and surprises even me. And I'm the one writing it. I still have no idea how it will end. Or what's around the next corner but I absolutely love the suspense of writing the story. I have how so many stories don't go the way I want them to it's kind of cool being in charge and getting to say no he will do this not that!!!!