hey what a perfect time to bring back old disturbing poetry!

[megami_aino]

its to dark,
to see the light.
Its way past day,
and to deep night.
Why stay?
why not leave?
Is it just me, or do you agree?
that the darkness has taken over me.
I take this knife,
and dig it deep,
deep dark red,
dose start to leek.
the world soon fades,
and so do
I. This is my last look,
at the bright blue sky.
Jennifer Proulx (c)

and

nothings going right,
everythings going wrong.
i dono if it was me,
or if everyone else is wrong.
i feal so alone,
like a child in the cold.
my eyes wana weep,
but theres none left in me.
i feal so week,
not even able to stand on my feet.
im not that strong,
please understand.
that im not the person,
that you belived i am.
Im not perfect,
I make mistakes.
And sometimes there just habits,
That are hard to break.
I know i should have told you sooner,
But i dident know if you would understand.
i dident want to hurt you,
but i did in the end.
Please understand it was to save you,
that i kept that a secret,
and that i still care... I hope you can......

I swear those are from about a year ago, nothing new this time i feal, im too numb to write poetry