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I hope I'm not becoming even weirder than I am now. I am happiest when I do my new de-stressifying process, which is the only thing that takes me away from all people. It is the only time when I don't think about anyone or anything except myself, and I never want to stop once I get into that mode. I guess it's just removing all the 14-year-old bullshit from my life- the stupid insecurities, loneliness, drama, and pressure that other humans offer me. Lately humans haven't offered me much except those things, so I'm becoming happier and more comfortable when it's really only me in my thoughts and I'm without people or communications or media of any kind.