i'm emo too, apparently.

[megalulu]

this is not a complaint. this is an attempt to make sense of this.

there's him: in recovery, funny, intelligent, so so different than me.
there's him: not in recovery, funny, intelligent, good taste in music, soso cute, so awkward.

then there's me: unsure, bloated stomach, in relapse mode.

is it even worth pursuing? or should i stick with what i'm sure i have.