Dec 13, 2004 23:34
IS THAT I DONT HAVE TO SEE ANYBODY I DONT WANT TO omgosh im gonna be soo happy i dont have to go to school and look at everyone go to classes with people i dont want to go to class with! i wont feel obligated to talk to people i dont wanna talk to! i wont have to say "hey" only to hear a hey back beacuse thats as far as most of my friendships go. ooooo its gonna be great i can just hang out at home or friends houses and just chill with people i actually wanna see and talk to *pheeeww* what a fuckin relieeff.(even though a person i wanna see prob doesnt wanna see me) but tahts ok!! because im still happy i dont have to go to school and waste more time!
i have a physics final tomorrow and im barely studying i might later but i prob wont. i just dont care right now... it seems like not caring is the only way that u can really be happy. so maybe thats a new approach i should take to my problems.."fuck it,,, i dont care" thats a little bitter but im really tired of "caring" cause it just seems that no one "cares" back. i could go on and on but iv already made a fool out of myself so im gonna go study.. ya right..... (im having a bad night)
-wes