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have i really lost my best friend to a stupid bear vs. shark show. or something even worse, like my own problems.
have i really put something on someone that i'm having problems with someone putting on me.
i admit, i've made, and still make, bad decisions at times.
but im an impulsive person. thats no excuse.
kate and i were so close, i thought we could talk about these things but its turned into livejournal entries for everyone to read. i want to talk to you. i miss you.
mike was over the other day playing with a robot in our kitchen. i couldnt stop laughing and he was having such a great time. i realized that i take things way too seriously and put too much thought to the wrong things. mike's a great person, there's so much to him, and he still is himself, he still laughs at stupid shit, he still states his opinion. he's happy without losing who he is. a personality that i admire.
i admire mitch, stephanie, and mason as well. they've all got problems, everyone does, but they're lives dont revolve around them. i secretly want to be like them so badly. i want my energy back. i dont want to just be happy, i want to have fun.
i apologize.
have i really put something on someone that i'm having problems with someone putting on me.
i admit, i've made, and still make, bad decisions at times.
but im an impulsive person. thats no excuse.
kate and i were so close, i thought we could talk about these things but its turned into livejournal entries for everyone to read. i want to talk to you. i miss you.
mike was over the other day playing with a robot in our kitchen. i couldnt stop laughing and he was having such a great time. i realized that i take things way too seriously and put too much thought to the wrong things. mike's a great person, there's so much to him, and he still is himself, he still laughs at stupid shit, he still states his opinion. he's happy without losing who he is. a personality that i admire.
i admire mitch, stephanie, and mason as well. they've all got problems, everyone does, but they're lives dont revolve around them. i secretly want to be like them so badly. i want my energy back. i dont want to just be happy, i want to have fun.
i apologize.