sad to think i'll never see that face of yours again
i think that i really do envy a lot of the people in my life these days. i envy how they've become a grand display of a human. i was actually going to write down some words that came into my head while in the car today that went sort of like that, but forgot. anyway....
yesterday i went to the library to find that miles had brought along ethan and alex, so we went to toby's house then meijer and the dollar store. yesterday was so beautiful. i wish the weather would stay like that until summer. the snow has become quite depressing.
i've starting thinking about how after this year a lot of people who i've grown up with will be gone. they're all moving away. the people i'm used to seeing everday. the people i'm comfortable with. the people who i never took the time to get to know. on to better things i suppose.
speaking of better things....i'm really working on my art and getting it done. which i should've done awhile ago. and i learned that frau taylor is getting married and her name will soon be frau how. hahahaha that's what you get...BITCH.
it feels like my life is picking back up again. the pieces are slowly coming together. i'm really begining to consider what's best for me rather than what's best for others now. i'm trusting my judgement a lot more as well. and i'm happy, which is what's important. i really hate that saying about how you have to hit rock bottom to get to the good things. because you can never really hit rock bottom, things always have the potential to get worse. maybe you appreciate the good things that come into your life more so than if you never had to live without them.
i'm naming my first born..jade
and yours?
yesterday i went to the library to find that miles had brought along ethan and alex, so we went to toby's house then meijer and the dollar store. yesterday was so beautiful. i wish the weather would stay like that until summer. the snow has become quite depressing.
i've starting thinking about how after this year a lot of people who i've grown up with will be gone. they're all moving away. the people i'm used to seeing everday. the people i'm comfortable with. the people who i never took the time to get to know. on to better things i suppose.
speaking of better things....i'm really working on my art and getting it done. which i should've done awhile ago. and i learned that frau taylor is getting married and her name will soon be frau how. hahahaha that's what you get...BITCH.
it feels like my life is picking back up again. the pieces are slowly coming together. i'm really begining to consider what's best for me rather than what's best for others now. i'm trusting my judgement a lot more as well. and i'm happy, which is what's important. i really hate that saying about how you have to hit rock bottom to get to the good things. because you can never really hit rock bottom, things always have the potential to get worse. maybe you appreciate the good things that come into your life more so than if you never had to live without them.
i'm naming my first born..jade
and yours?