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So tonight I was suppose to hangout with Kyle...so much for that. I called his cell and there was no answer. To be honest I have felt very alone lately...but I know that I'm not, that God and my friends are with me. It has been sort of hard after Sean broke up with me, I don't like him or even want to talk to him, but sometimes it still hurts even though that was two months ago. I've tried so hard to not think about him ever , but I still do occasionaly. For example...last night I was hanging out at Kim, Rd's, and Debra's, and Rd was telling me how he hadn't heard from sean except for when he was asking for him cousins phone number. They were having a little party...sean, 3 other guys and 4 girls. For some reason it kinda hurt when Rd was talking about that. I realize that sean is going to move on and that I am too, but it gave me a weird feeling to think about him. I still miss talking with him on the phone sometimes...at night, when I'm not doing anything, or at work on Sundays. It was fun hanging out over at Rd's thou! Nick is getting so big, he's a really cute baby.
I am so excited to go off to SFA next year...I just hope that I meet a good group of people to hang out with quickly...I don't think it was such a good thing to stay home this year...it's been somewhat lonely at times. Some times have been great thou...visiting susan at sfa, visiting katie at A&M, and becoming friends with Kenton has been good too i guess. Kenton's birthday party was alot of fun to...hopefully I'll see/hear from Eric again...it was fun talking with him. I don't really want to be in a relationship right now (but eric is single I think) but I just want to make some good guy friends who I can talk to just as friends and I think eric would be a good friend. well that's all for now...gonna go see how the play mom went to see was!
I am so excited to go off to SFA next year...I just hope that I meet a good group of people to hang out with quickly...I don't think it was such a good thing to stay home this year...it's been somewhat lonely at times. Some times have been great thou...visiting susan at sfa, visiting katie at A&M, and becoming friends with Kenton has been good too i guess. Kenton's birthday party was alot of fun to...hopefully I'll see/hear from Eric again...it was fun talking with him. I don't really want to be in a relationship right now (but eric is single I think) but I just want to make some good guy friends who I can talk to just as friends and I think eric would be a good friend. well that's all for now...gonna go see how the play mom went to see was!