one last rant then peace the fuck out
ok so i got this livejournal the very beginning of my freshman year and now that senior year is over its time for me to say peace out so one last entry for the road:
all i have to say is thank the lord im going to south carolina in three months and will never have to see people who i thought were my best friends ever again. this year ive learned a lot about everything and ive grown up and apparently all but a few of my friends havent. i would have thought by the age of 17 or 18 ppl could learn to not be fake, and lie about everything to everyone. its so much easier to say things straight up. im sad to have to leave high school in the midst of drama and god knows how much i hate/ avoid drama but apparently some of my friends cause it all. and it took me this long to realize it. but im cutting that drama out of my life and with it go the friends. I always placed a lot of faith and importance in my close friendships but this year i have also learned that some of my best friends do not. Cuz i found as soon as a boy came around no one else mattered. you cant do that then expect everything to be fine again when the guy is gone. sorry. it helped me see who my real friends are. i always thought that 6 years of friendship would mean more. but i understand 2 year of on again off again lying to him about everything is more important to you. guess what strike three your out. so peace out to you too my long lost best friend have fun with the satanic roommate. and i dont hate you i just cant stand the lies and fakeness anymore so im just done since you cant even seem to act older than five when i want to talk to you about it. last big thing of high school was supposed to bring us even closer together before the three of us went our seperate ways. way to fuck it up/ tear us apart actually more like us apart from you. ok im done dramas over high schools over. south carolina here i come and im never looking back.
all i have to say is thank the lord im going to south carolina in three months and will never have to see people who i thought were my best friends ever again. this year ive learned a lot about everything and ive grown up and apparently all but a few of my friends havent. i would have thought by the age of 17 or 18 ppl could learn to not be fake, and lie about everything to everyone. its so much easier to say things straight up. im sad to have to leave high school in the midst of drama and god knows how much i hate/ avoid drama but apparently some of my friends cause it all. and it took me this long to realize it. but im cutting that drama out of my life and with it go the friends. I always placed a lot of faith and importance in my close friendships but this year i have also learned that some of my best friends do not. Cuz i found as soon as a boy came around no one else mattered. you cant do that then expect everything to be fine again when the guy is gone. sorry. it helped me see who my real friends are. i always thought that 6 years of friendship would mean more. but i understand 2 year of on again off again lying to him about everything is more important to you. guess what strike three your out. so peace out to you too my long lost best friend have fun with the satanic roommate. and i dont hate you i just cant stand the lies and fakeness anymore so im just done since you cant even seem to act older than five when i want to talk to you about it. last big thing of high school was supposed to bring us even closer together before the three of us went our seperate ways. way to fuck it up/ tear us apart actually more like us apart from you. ok im done dramas over high schools over. south carolina here i come and im never looking back.