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Aug 21, 2005 00:12

beauty
lies in the hands
of the gun holder
mess up once more
Im done with you

Back to the wall
in the corner
theres no use now
baby
confess up now
you are fucked either way

pucker up
the lies are sour
bitter truths
go down like razors

the sound of victory
trumpets blaze
when you fall flat

all is won
and lost with you

You had your chance
but either way
i would of caught you
like the rodent that
has become of you
"Mousetrap"

Anyway! Yah, thats my newest material, so I posted it on here. Kinda like dillinger music, so put those 2 together and Ill post it on my soundclick one day. Anyways, I havent updated this in so long. It seems as though myspace is running the internet. Thats ok though, cause its cool too. haha.

No waves. I really wanna go surfing, but nothing to surf on. I am getting my new board soon and its almost glassed so that should be sick.

School started a week ago and I just finished the first 'full' week of school. Its ok. A lot better than last year. Im not getting sick before schoo thanks to confidence and lack of anxiety. Yah, everything is fine and dandy except for stromak. That woman serioulsy needs to chill out. Ugh, 7 essays in spanish? A page long? Yah uh huh, am I going to have to fly to honduras next? Shit dude.....

Went to the movies last night. What? I kjnow, Im was shocked too. I cant believe I went out and did something besides surf, skate, or play guitar. Whatever.

Yah, shes fucking cool as hell but I am not jumping in head first. Ive learned from prior mistakes and I really dont wanna fuck this one up. Well IF there is anything there at all..... I hope so. Shes cool. Woah wait, just caught myself. Me? Wanting a relationship? What happened? I thought I was completely over that bullshit. Yah I was. I dunno, sumin just clicked and its the first time in a year nd a half that I have felt like this and somewhat remember what I was goin through with brittani. Well, before she fucking ruined me...... Im sure shes MUCH happier now with him anyway. Hes much better at guitar. He plays at church now, I mean come on. yah whatever. Everyone knows I fucking shred so thats all that matters. \m/

Why am I typing so dayum much? Im a fucking loser. Whateva! Imma play some guitar. Peace.

O btw, I am actually happy. Its weird. I forgot what it was like to be calm, cool, and collected. Im so laid back now.... haha.
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