Mar 08, 2006 19:34
I feel more and more that I was meant to be an older sister I mean take today I spent a lot of time taking care of jack and morgan and then ended up saving carrie fifth because she was hella upset I mean like I really care about their well being or maybe I just have all this love that I cant give to anyone else since they don't want it...hmmm. Yeah I was given my five dollars back with the comment "this is for last night" which I didn't take as sexual until way to late, I don't know his opinion anymore, that kills me...saw him during rehearsal but it was like a second of talking which sadly left me confused. Katlin's birthday tomorrow, I think i'll get her sugar...or flowers...mhmmm. Really busy tomorrow and I can only hope mya doesn't leave tomorrow, I have so much shit to do now so I must leave. I want Brittany to write me another poem cause i'm in that kind of poemy mood and the last one was just unbelievably beautiful...I love her. okay seriously going now.