you know sister my hearts been broken sometimes my mind is too strong to carry on
i hate people telling me what i feel, fucking pisses me off...new semester begins...same shit everything. I'm done, i can't wait to go to seattle sadly it's like a month away. mya sent me an email explaining that she had abnormal cells that gave her a 95 percent chance of having cancer when she had a procedure to get it removed it went badly and thats when she started bleeding but it scares me because of my doctor's appointment on wednesday, i'm worried about my stomach and what is wrong with it because it's clear that there is something wrong and the thought makes my throat go dry...I don't want to be sick...I might be though. i don't want people pitying me despite what some may think because i don't want to be weak, i don't like being weak. Well I should sleep. my stomach hurts though.