The Update
So a bit has happened the last month or so, I had a boyfriend for one whole Mentral cycle, lol. I started going out with him at the end of my rags then we ended a few deays before it started again..... I find this hilarios! Any who, He wnet back to his ex becouse of emotional black mail (Im think I might be Pregnant) that did hurt but only for a day or so. Its funny I have been so scared for so long aboput opening up and afraid of being hurt and yet now that I have been hurt I feel on top of the world! Dont ask me how it works but somehow this whole situation has woken me up, slapped me in the face to see I dont need to be scared and that I am strong and most of all that I am what I want to pride myself on. Only I can keep my head held high and stand for what I believe, I dont need anyone the re-enforce that!
As for personal develpoment I have also gone back to study my religion of choice, this time instead of contremplating on asking blue moon magick for help (Covens, groups and teachers) I did, I walked right in there and the lady, Tegan was great and will let me know about any meetings or ritiuals. I have also dont alot more study and writting in my book of shadows and brought a book on Wicca laws and ritials. Hopfully this is a positive step for me, unlike Christains I will be practicing what i preech and actually believe in what being Wicca stands for.
Ayway have to go ..... Chow
As for personal develpoment I have also gone back to study my religion of choice, this time instead of contremplating on asking blue moon magick for help (Covens, groups and teachers) I did, I walked right in there and the lady, Tegan was great and will let me know about any meetings or ritiuals. I have also dont alot more study and writting in my book of shadows and brought a book on Wicca laws and ritials. Hopfully this is a positive step for me, unlike Christains I will be practicing what i preech and actually believe in what being Wicca stands for.
Ayway have to go ..... Chow