OMG What the heck, James, two posts in one day?
Yes.
Two posts in one day.
Trust me, you'll get over it.
Argh. My mom can make me so upset sometimes. :c I hate it when she tells me the things that are wrong with me. How I do my hair, how I dress, how I act, etc. And then like, she tells me that I'm always an asshole and am constantly mean.
I was just trying to talk to her.
Apparently I should just sit at my desk and say nothing. Everytime I try and be nice to her it always backfires with her telling me I'm an asshole.
GOOD NEWS THOUGH. This time she didn't tell me she that she wished she didn't have me, and that she didn't think I was completely awful, and didn't say "I can't believe I had a kid like you."
...
I'm bitter, mom.
Very bitter. >:|
And the sad thing is, the chances of her remembering all the times she's said that to me are slim. She never thinks before she speaks.
BUT AFTER HAVING A MINI MELT DOWN AND CRYING AND SOBBING AND BEING A BABY AND AN EMO KID.
Allie made me feel better. 8D;
I'm glad that we're friends. Texting with Allie was really great. I love you so so so so so much Allieeee. Thanks for being so great. <3;
FOR THOSE WHO LISTENED TO MY LJ-CUT AND DIDN'T READ, HERE'S A TL;DR FOR THE CURIOUS.
Craimoar.
ILU ALLIEEEE. <3 <3
That's basically all it was.
-The most dramatic king!
23 days until Japan
11 days until school is OVEERRR.