Bloodshed, The Living Nightmare, and Redemption (the end of Year ONE).
Bloodshed
As my year drew to a close, a lot has happened. I recovered from my injury, lost 35 pounds, and regained my strength. I also participated in my first grappling tournament. I was doing good throughout the match but got caught in a stupid submission. I lost, but I learned out from the loss. I picked up the pieces and moved on. I also went back to home, and enjoyed the walk down memory lane. And I met with an old friend of mine who I wanted to tell all that I felt about her, but I knew that what I had to say would mean nothing. My nightmares have gotten worse but I have grown stronger. I am not afraid.
Nightmares
March was exactly a year. So much pain in those 9 months and I still wonder how I got through those tough times. The people that I needed stuck with me and while some came and went my resolve has never been stronger. I finished the biggest battle and chapter in my live. My mission is complete and now I have a new task at hand.
Redemption
I now, after all these years, know who I am. I am not ashamed of myself anymore, and I don't grieve about the past. I know what I want and how to get it. I have a plan that I have already put into action, and come in JULY I will start a new path. It's a path of opportunity, that will build my character. I am also not afraid of to pick up everything and move on to something else. I live for the next year, instead of the next day. Tomorrow will come because life is not short.
{END}
I remember now. I remember everything.
~{Welcome Year TWO}~
As my year drew to a close, a lot has happened. I recovered from my injury, lost 35 pounds, and regained my strength. I also participated in my first grappling tournament. I was doing good throughout the match but got caught in a stupid submission. I lost, but I learned out from the loss. I picked up the pieces and moved on. I also went back to home, and enjoyed the walk down memory lane. And I met with an old friend of mine who I wanted to tell all that I felt about her, but I knew that what I had to say would mean nothing. My nightmares have gotten worse but I have grown stronger. I am not afraid.
Nightmares
March was exactly a year. So much pain in those 9 months and I still wonder how I got through those tough times. The people that I needed stuck with me and while some came and went my resolve has never been stronger. I finished the biggest battle and chapter in my live. My mission is complete and now I have a new task at hand.
Redemption
I now, after all these years, know who I am. I am not ashamed of myself anymore, and I don't grieve about the past. I know what I want and how to get it. I have a plan that I have already put into action, and come in JULY I will start a new path. It's a path of opportunity, that will build my character. I am also not afraid of to pick up everything and move on to something else. I live for the next year, instead of the next day. Tomorrow will come because life is not short.
{END}
I remember now. I remember everything.
~{Welcome Year TWO}~