In Blood, and Courage.

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I cannot believe it has been a year.
The way you left was too painful to bear,
but I shed no tears.

I buried you that day and I wanted to cry,
but I put my emotions for my family.
It has been a year and so many events has happened,
so many changes and many challenges.

I wonder if my efforts lately have been worthy,
if you would look down at me and be proud.
Trying so to live up to expectations,
over coming so many odds has been my life.
I am trying to be my own man,
trying to live simple while still being a warrior.

When I left I thought moving would be a good step in the right direction,
but it has turned to not what I expected to be.
So much has changed.
When returned, you lay in the ground on a cold rainy morning,
just like the day I buried you.
I guess that was your way of showing me that you were there.

I will try to be worthy of your sacrifice.

I know who my friends are and could not ask for any better.
They stand behind me through everything,
that alone moves me in words I cannot even put in writing or speak.
All I know is that I would walk through fire for them and they would be forever in my heart.

I will try to be worthy of their Loyalty.

So much has changed, but I am still here and I will never stop fighting.