confusion...frustration
i have heard from more that one person now that he likes someone else... does that mean that its true??? i dont know who i can trust or if i should believe it. although i am starting to believe it. hmmmm... maybe i'm just retarded, i hope so. i watched the patriot all the way through for the first time. i dont like that movie. jessica ricker's party is tomorrow night, i dont know if i want to go. a bunch of people have told me that i have been depressed lately. i dont think that i have. a lot of thinking has been goin on. my brain hurts. haha now that school is finally out i really dont think i should think this much. i had to work today which kinda sucked. i got sunburnt. but i got paid $7 an hour to sit on my ass and do absolutely nothing. isnt it wonderful?? yes it is. i have eaten like nothing the past two days. i ate lunch yesterday after graduation at like 2 and then today at work i had a hot pocket. i am really hungry. my brother's birthday was today. how exciting... i dont like my brother very much. i think i am gonna go get some food since i have one of those awesome things called a license, and one of those awesomer things called a car. later