i want to run away and hide
i hope it doesnt get any worse than this.. lets see ive been told in front of everyone that my boyfriend fucked his ex and now im receiving anonymous letters in the mail... but im pretty sure i know who sent it. hopefully it will come to an end one way or another and this point right now i dont care if i find out hes telling the truth or if hes cheating on me and i jus want everything to stop. if hes cheating on me still then i never in my entire life want to see his face again and i dont want to hear from her either. i dont think i can handle this and i especially dont want to go through it again. i swear if he really loves me as much as he says he does then i dont understand why its such a big deal to do something that would make me feel better about the whole situation. i cant believe im in the situation that im in. i always told myself i would never be that type of girl.. but now look i am... gosh this sucks. i wish life was simple but i dont think anything is ever simple. well lifes simple when your lil... i think i wish i was little again... scent knees and elbow are easier to fix than hearts.. and knees and elbows arent complicated.. but oh well if i could jus vanish away everything mite be ok then.. there would be no more problems..yay i found out what i want to do.. i want to vanish away.. im so tired of everything... good bye