Like Sand Through The Hourglass...You Know The Rest. Or Maybe You Don't. I Don't Care.
Wow...so much for keeping this updated, eh? Oh well, it happens. Let's start this update with...
*-*Work*-*: Well, it's work haha. I don't really want to be at Burger King anymore. I mean, I used to love it because of the people but now even that isn't really enough to keep me there. And it doesn't help that some of the ones that I like the most are leaving soon. I guess 10 people are leaving from now until September. So we're hiring new people which could be a good thing or a bad thing. It depends on who gets hired I guess. I'm getting crappy hours. As in, no hours at all. There was one week where I wasn't even ON the schedule. Ridiculous. And then another week I had one day and I've been getting about 2 days every week. It sucks. And I'm not saving any money so my bank account keeps going down. But, I kind of threatened to quit so I think I am going to start getting more hours. At least that's what I am hoping for. I wrote Jeff a note and he talked to me about it. Only when I started the conversation though. He's dumb. Everyone thinks so. But I hope he starts changing the way things are right now. So yeah, that's basically work. Also, I am looking for a new job and/or a second job so I have been applying everywhere.
Moving on...
*-*Housing*-*: Well, I am really looking to move out of this house. I just feel like it's my time to move out. Like I need to live on my own (or with people) and learn some things and have freedom and stuff like that. I just think I am at the right age to be moving out. I was going to move into Krystal and Kyles apartment with Krystal and Kyle was going to move out but I think that has fell through. I'm not sure how I feel about that issue so I won't go into it right now. But if that falls through, I am going to see if I can't find someone else to live with me in Holley preferably. And if I can't find someone, I will live on my own (which I don't really want to do). Anyone looking for a roommate?
And on we go...
*-*Boys*-*: Hahahahahahaha I am basically giving up. What the F do I need a stupid boy for? Heartache? That seems to be the only thing they are good for nowadays. Seriously. What is it with guys? They really know how to break your heart and say the wrong things at the wrong time. I really thought I had something going with someone but now it seems like that's gone. I just don't know anymore. I still like a couple people but I think I should just give up on them altogether. That seems like the smart & sane thing to do at the moment. Also, am I the only girl that's left with "old-fashioned" values & morals? Seriously. Why do guys always just want sex? Am I the only girl who thinks virginity is a special thing that you don't just give to anything with a penis? I think I am. It seems like it. I think I am the only virgin left. That's what it feels like anyway. Ugh. It's so frustrating to me. Oh well...life goes on.
And onto...
*-*Friends*-*: Ohhh I have friends?! Wow...could have fooled me. I don't hang out with anyone anymore. It's rather depressing and I miss every single one of my friends. I wish we all hung out more but I don't see that in our future. Now the rest are going on to college so that makes things twice as hard as they were before. Oh well I guess. I will live. I just wish I could see them all more often. I really miss everyone. Especially my "best" friends. Like DaMara. I never see that girl. She came over a couple weeks ago for like an hour but that's nothing. Nothing compared to what we used to have. And then Kyle. I see him more than anyone else but even that's not a whole lot. Mainly because he works and so do I. I'm not blaming them but it just sucks. Hardcore. The only friend I really hang out with anymore are the ones from work. Mainly Krystal which I am not complaining about because I love hanging out with her but I still want to see the old friends.
*-*Birthday*-*: My birthday is next Friday. I don't really care about this one because it's only 19 but still, it's my birthday. :) I am happy about it nonetheless. I'm still not sure what's going to go down for my birthday but I am hoping Canada is in the plan. I really want to go with friends. It sucks that most of them will still be 18 when I turn 19 but they can still come. If you are going to be 18 on August 11th, you can still come to Canada with us. You won't be able to drink but you could still hang out and stuff. It's not like it's going to revolve around drinking and only drinking so if you want to come, just let me know and you can. :) I am going to have everyone chip in for a motel/hotel/whatever for one night I think. It won't be expensive at all. The more people that come, the cheaper it will be. So yeah, EVERYONE COME! I'm just really hoping for a good time. That's all I want. So yeah, let me know if you're interested. If all else fails, us 19 and over kids can buy alcohol and drink somewhere and the 18 year old kids can drink too. :) We can be illegal or something. It will be good times.
*-*Weather*-*: OMG what is it with like 100 degree days? It's ridiculous. I hate it when it's hot. Especially THAT hot. I'm fortunate enough to have AC in my room (I would die without it) but that doesn't help outside or the rest of the house. My mom wants to get central air but for some unknown reason my dad is being retarded and doesn't want to spend the money. Even though they made a deal that if they both quit their tobacco use (which they both did last September) they would get it for the house. Doesn't make sense. With the money they are saving on NOT smoking cigarettes/chewing tobacco, they figured out that they could afford central air but now dad is being dumb so I don't know about that. But at least MY room feels sooo good. :) I hate summer sometimes.
*-*Babies*-*: Darcey had her baby. This is old news by now though haha. She had it at midnight on July 18th so the baby's birthday is actually July 19th. Her name is Onora Lynn Draper. She's cute. :) I've seen her and I held her and she's a cutie. I think she looks like Darcey but they think she looks like Justin. I don't know but it's cool anyways. Darcey is part of the family now. :) She was not someone I thought I would keep in contact with after high school but now I know we will stay in contact haha. So yeah, it's cool. I loved playing with her belly when she was pregnant haha. I am going to miss it. But now I can just play with the baby! Oh, and, Caden is basically the cutest baby ever. Caden being Stacey's baby. Not gonna lie, I love that boy haha. And he looooves me too. He is constantly smiling when I am near him and when I am like walking away he stares at me and gets all sad haha. He is seriously the cutest. Colby (Stace's other boy) is cute too but Caden is def. cuter haha. No doubt. That's all in baby news.
Uhm so yeah...I don't think I have anything else to write about. I think I just about covered everything haha. Not much left to write about. I will update...sometime...haha. Bye for now! Love you!
Love,
Meg
*-*Work*-*: Well, it's work haha. I don't really want to be at Burger King anymore. I mean, I used to love it because of the people but now even that isn't really enough to keep me there. And it doesn't help that some of the ones that I like the most are leaving soon. I guess 10 people are leaving from now until September. So we're hiring new people which could be a good thing or a bad thing. It depends on who gets hired I guess. I'm getting crappy hours. As in, no hours at all. There was one week where I wasn't even ON the schedule. Ridiculous. And then another week I had one day and I've been getting about 2 days every week. It sucks. And I'm not saving any money so my bank account keeps going down. But, I kind of threatened to quit so I think I am going to start getting more hours. At least that's what I am hoping for. I wrote Jeff a note and he talked to me about it. Only when I started the conversation though. He's dumb. Everyone thinks so. But I hope he starts changing the way things are right now. So yeah, that's basically work. Also, I am looking for a new job and/or a second job so I have been applying everywhere.
Moving on...
*-*Housing*-*: Well, I am really looking to move out of this house. I just feel like it's my time to move out. Like I need to live on my own (or with people) and learn some things and have freedom and stuff like that. I just think I am at the right age to be moving out. I was going to move into Krystal and Kyles apartment with Krystal and Kyle was going to move out but I think that has fell through. I'm not sure how I feel about that issue so I won't go into it right now. But if that falls through, I am going to see if I can't find someone else to live with me in Holley preferably. And if I can't find someone, I will live on my own (which I don't really want to do). Anyone looking for a roommate?
And on we go...
*-*Boys*-*: Hahahahahahaha I am basically giving up. What the F do I need a stupid boy for? Heartache? That seems to be the only thing they are good for nowadays. Seriously. What is it with guys? They really know how to break your heart and say the wrong things at the wrong time. I really thought I had something going with someone but now it seems like that's gone. I just don't know anymore. I still like a couple people but I think I should just give up on them altogether. That seems like the smart & sane thing to do at the moment. Also, am I the only girl that's left with "old-fashioned" values & morals? Seriously. Why do guys always just want sex? Am I the only girl who thinks virginity is a special thing that you don't just give to anything with a penis? I think I am. It seems like it. I think I am the only virgin left. That's what it feels like anyway. Ugh. It's so frustrating to me. Oh well...life goes on.
And onto...
*-*Friends*-*: Ohhh I have friends?! Wow...could have fooled me. I don't hang out with anyone anymore. It's rather depressing and I miss every single one of my friends. I wish we all hung out more but I don't see that in our future. Now the rest are going on to college so that makes things twice as hard as they were before. Oh well I guess. I will live. I just wish I could see them all more often. I really miss everyone. Especially my "best" friends. Like DaMara. I never see that girl. She came over a couple weeks ago for like an hour but that's nothing. Nothing compared to what we used to have. And then Kyle. I see him more than anyone else but even that's not a whole lot. Mainly because he works and so do I. I'm not blaming them but it just sucks. Hardcore. The only friend I really hang out with anymore are the ones from work. Mainly Krystal which I am not complaining about because I love hanging out with her but I still want to see the old friends.
*-*Birthday*-*: My birthday is next Friday. I don't really care about this one because it's only 19 but still, it's my birthday. :) I am happy about it nonetheless. I'm still not sure what's going to go down for my birthday but I am hoping Canada is in the plan. I really want to go with friends. It sucks that most of them will still be 18 when I turn 19 but they can still come. If you are going to be 18 on August 11th, you can still come to Canada with us. You won't be able to drink but you could still hang out and stuff. It's not like it's going to revolve around drinking and only drinking so if you want to come, just let me know and you can. :) I am going to have everyone chip in for a motel/hotel/whatever for one night I think. It won't be expensive at all. The more people that come, the cheaper it will be. So yeah, EVERYONE COME! I'm just really hoping for a good time. That's all I want. So yeah, let me know if you're interested. If all else fails, us 19 and over kids can buy alcohol and drink somewhere and the 18 year old kids can drink too. :) We can be illegal or something. It will be good times.
*-*Weather*-*: OMG what is it with like 100 degree days? It's ridiculous. I hate it when it's hot. Especially THAT hot. I'm fortunate enough to have AC in my room (I would die without it) but that doesn't help outside or the rest of the house. My mom wants to get central air but for some unknown reason my dad is being retarded and doesn't want to spend the money. Even though they made a deal that if they both quit their tobacco use (which they both did last September) they would get it for the house. Doesn't make sense. With the money they are saving on NOT smoking cigarettes/chewing tobacco, they figured out that they could afford central air but now dad is being dumb so I don't know about that. But at least MY room feels sooo good. :) I hate summer sometimes.
*-*Babies*-*: Darcey had her baby. This is old news by now though haha. She had it at midnight on July 18th so the baby's birthday is actually July 19th. Her name is Onora Lynn Draper. She's cute. :) I've seen her and I held her and she's a cutie. I think she looks like Darcey but they think she looks like Justin. I don't know but it's cool anyways. Darcey is part of the family now. :) She was not someone I thought I would keep in contact with after high school but now I know we will stay in contact haha. So yeah, it's cool. I loved playing with her belly when she was pregnant haha. I am going to miss it. But now I can just play with the baby! Oh, and, Caden is basically the cutest baby ever. Caden being Stacey's baby. Not gonna lie, I love that boy haha. And he looooves me too. He is constantly smiling when I am near him and when I am like walking away he stares at me and gets all sad haha. He is seriously the cutest. Colby (Stace's other boy) is cute too but Caden is def. cuter haha. No doubt. That's all in baby news.
Uhm so yeah...I don't think I have anything else to write about. I think I just about covered everything haha. Not much left to write about. I will update...sometime...haha. Bye for now! Love you!
Love,
Meg