shit.
this isnt a happy entry.
right now i feel extremely overwhelmed/angry.
wanna know why? okay.
first of all..if i hear that im fat one more FUCKING TIME IM GONNA GO APESHIT...its like when she says im getting heavy or i cant afford to fucking eeat "that" or "that" adn then i try to defend myself she goes..yeah whatever meg get mad..dont come crying to me when you realized how big youve gotten. like come on. fuck that. and then when i say shut up shes like your such a bitch..she TRIES TO FIGHT WITH ME.. i cant take it. but i have NO TIME TO EXERCISE..i work 4 days a week after school im not home from 7AM-7PM give me a fucking break. i just wanna cry.
and second of all..college. fuck you. until im in and have no worries. fuck college. actually..im in..but until im PHYSICALLY THERE>.fuck you. anything else?
hmm...
let me just ask you this..how do you sleep at night? i think you're a pathetic little sneak. it honestly makes me sick to think about you. and i honestly pity you. you;re ugly, fake, and a terrible person. i hope to god i see you choke on something hard whenever im around you again. i will save you because im a GOOD person. but ill make fun of you until the day i die. call me<3
now..with that said should i shower tonight? nah.
my sisters on her way to the gym, i was gonna join but wait, i have WORK..myabe ill just run outside at night and hope a man dressed in all black takes me away and tortures me and then gives me like a million dollars for it or something. i need new jeans. and a lot. i need a lot.
nah i dont need anything. ive got it allll right under my belt.
my room is so fuckin messy..happy birthday thats what ill be doing this weekend.
leave me love on my myspace or somethin..
right now i feel extremely overwhelmed/angry.
wanna know why? okay.
first of all..if i hear that im fat one more FUCKING TIME IM GONNA GO APESHIT...its like when she says im getting heavy or i cant afford to fucking eeat "that" or "that" adn then i try to defend myself she goes..yeah whatever meg get mad..dont come crying to me when you realized how big youve gotten. like come on. fuck that. and then when i say shut up shes like your such a bitch..she TRIES TO FIGHT WITH ME.. i cant take it. but i have NO TIME TO EXERCISE..i work 4 days a week after school im not home from 7AM-7PM give me a fucking break. i just wanna cry.
and second of all..college. fuck you. until im in and have no worries. fuck college. actually..im in..but until im PHYSICALLY THERE>.fuck you. anything else?
hmm...
let me just ask you this..how do you sleep at night? i think you're a pathetic little sneak. it honestly makes me sick to think about you. and i honestly pity you. you;re ugly, fake, and a terrible person. i hope to god i see you choke on something hard whenever im around you again. i will save you because im a GOOD person. but ill make fun of you until the day i die. call me<3
now..with that said should i shower tonight? nah.
my sisters on her way to the gym, i was gonna join but wait, i have WORK..myabe ill just run outside at night and hope a man dressed in all black takes me away and tortures me and then gives me like a million dollars for it or something. i need new jeans. and a lot. i need a lot.
nah i dont need anything. ive got it allll right under my belt.
my room is so fuckin messy..happy birthday thats what ill be doing this weekend.
leave me love on my myspace or somethin..