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i think i am about to update several times in a row, because my mind is so jumbled right now with the trivial and the meaningful that i don't think it would do either justice to say them both at once. hm.
starting backwards. i had a birthday. i am now 23. yay prime numbers! emma and i drove down to yale the night before and went to the glee club concert so i could have my last hurrah at shouting "radcliffe!!!" at the top of my lungs in the middle of the football fight songs. (don't ask...) then on my birthday it was "the game", which was at yale this year. since emma didn't want to buy a ticket, we went to the tailgates and then left at half time and drove back to boston to see Harry Potter. and can i say? awesome. then we went back to her house and had a slumber party and watched bad teenage movies. it was awesome.
after that i went home for thanksgiving, which was really good, as i had been getting sick and break let me sleeeeep. also, my mom and i saw pride and prejudice. twice. it was less accurate to the book than the 5 hour version and a lot of the nuances are kind of glossed over but it was more romantic, and i have decided that matthew macfayden is dreamy. seriously. also, the only thing wrong with jane austen heros is that they build up my expectations of the male gender. hmm.
now i'm back and i just had dinner with my public health professor, who, it turns out, is awesome. he pretty much offered to find me a job. which would be SO great. especially as i missed an interview tonight to have dinner with him... oops...
other than that, i suppose life is ok. i had a panic attack this morning randomly, which was my first full fledged attack since coming back to school, which i suppose is a good thing. i realized also that eating helps me get over them faster. not so much for the food but for the act of chewing, and focusing only on food. which is odd. but somehow it is easier to breathe when eating? i don't know why. so basically i just went down to breakfast (at 11.00 so no one was there) and i was acutally abl to make it to all of my classes, which is good considering how many i have missed in the last couple of weeks.
other than that i have just been looking for jobs, trying to relax, and trying to figure out the rest of my life. hm. i should get on that. booooo.
starting backwards. i had a birthday. i am now 23. yay prime numbers! emma and i drove down to yale the night before and went to the glee club concert so i could have my last hurrah at shouting "radcliffe!!!" at the top of my lungs in the middle of the football fight songs. (don't ask...) then on my birthday it was "the game", which was at yale this year. since emma didn't want to buy a ticket, we went to the tailgates and then left at half time and drove back to boston to see Harry Potter. and can i say? awesome. then we went back to her house and had a slumber party and watched bad teenage movies. it was awesome.
after that i went home for thanksgiving, which was really good, as i had been getting sick and break let me sleeeeep. also, my mom and i saw pride and prejudice. twice. it was less accurate to the book than the 5 hour version and a lot of the nuances are kind of glossed over but it was more romantic, and i have decided that matthew macfayden is dreamy. seriously. also, the only thing wrong with jane austen heros is that they build up my expectations of the male gender. hmm.
now i'm back and i just had dinner with my public health professor, who, it turns out, is awesome. he pretty much offered to find me a job. which would be SO great. especially as i missed an interview tonight to have dinner with him... oops...
other than that, i suppose life is ok. i had a panic attack this morning randomly, which was my first full fledged attack since coming back to school, which i suppose is a good thing. i realized also that eating helps me get over them faster. not so much for the food but for the act of chewing, and focusing only on food. which is odd. but somehow it is easier to breathe when eating? i don't know why. so basically i just went down to breakfast (at 11.00 so no one was there) and i was acutally abl to make it to all of my classes, which is good considering how many i have missed in the last couple of weeks.
other than that i have just been looking for jobs, trying to relax, and trying to figure out the rest of my life. hm. i should get on that. booooo.