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Im really kinda frustrated and aggravated...
when I ask ppl to just be there for me and stuff when I was going thru things with guys it seems like people just got mad at me and whatnot... and idk.. i feel like I really have no one to talk to about things cuz if I do they just get mad at me like its something that I can control.. but its different with other ppl.. how are the situations different? arent they identical? im not doing this to get attention either.. i just needed to vent..seems like ppl get mad at me no matter what I do.. I mean I know everyone has problems in their life but it just seems like Adam is the only one I can talk to lately..God idk what I would do without him.. he is really the only person in my life who accepts me for who I am 120%.. faults and all.. understands me, gets me, helps me regardless of anything that I do or happens.. he knows i have faults but loves me regardless of things that i may do or say.. i just really need other friends' support with everything thats going on with my dad and my parents.. I mean maybe alot of you dont know whats going on then fine and if you are curious i will tell you but not on lj.. but i dont know.. I just feel so helpless and so lost lately.. I need GOOD friends and I feel like I dont have any really..
i dont know
I just feel really alone lately...
it sucks
when I ask ppl to just be there for me and stuff when I was going thru things with guys it seems like people just got mad at me and whatnot... and idk.. i feel like I really have no one to talk to about things cuz if I do they just get mad at me like its something that I can control.. but its different with other ppl.. how are the situations different? arent they identical? im not doing this to get attention either.. i just needed to vent..seems like ppl get mad at me no matter what I do.. I mean I know everyone has problems in their life but it just seems like Adam is the only one I can talk to lately..God idk what I would do without him.. he is really the only person in my life who accepts me for who I am 120%.. faults and all.. understands me, gets me, helps me regardless of anything that I do or happens.. he knows i have faults but loves me regardless of things that i may do or say.. i just really need other friends' support with everything thats going on with my dad and my parents.. I mean maybe alot of you dont know whats going on then fine and if you are curious i will tell you but not on lj.. but i dont know.. I just feel so helpless and so lost lately.. I need GOOD friends and I feel like I dont have any really..
i dont know
I just feel really alone lately...
it sucks