one more kiss could be the best thing

Apr 14, 2005 15:49


whoaaa very good mood :) because ONE. spring break day after TOMORROW! TWO. things with timmy are really lookin up. after last night talkin to him and roman giving me some advice.. ah so needed and helped SO MUCH. Roman really got me thinking. i wish i could figure out why i broke this up in the first place. i mean, yeah i had reasons behind it. but all of them could have been changed without breaking up. at the same time i needed a break, i think. but right now theres only one on my mind, soo.

got some sad news this afternoon, Brian's dad died. i've known brian since 1st grade.. and even tho we havent talked in forever and we werent that close, my heart still goes out to their family.

everything going on in my family.. trying to not let it all get to me. because in the end i know everything is somehow gonna be okay. i hope. its gotta be but its so strange what life throws at ya. one day you could be the happiest person.. then the next you're at an all time low. i've hit quite a few of those.. but i look to those people who have stood by me this whole time.

cant wait to get outta town.. away from all this dramaaaa. seriously. anyone can talk about doing something, but when it comes time to do something about it its like, hello, back up what you say or you just look like an ass. that just bugs me so much. or like, people who want to be involved with something going on, which seriously isnt needed, why do you bother making an effort to do that?! whateverr must be high school for ya.. haha

holy crap just one more dayyyy. and 6 more days till my birthday ;)
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