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i can't get my students out of my head. i hope i didn't make a horrible mistake by leaving them. i hope i like my new class. supposedly they are goo kids who really want to make it but need me. supposedly.
i'm expecting this to be a bumpy transition since it's going to all be done today and their new schedules are supposed to be ready on monday. (sigh) i guess i put a sign on the door for monday to remind them.
my old 7th graders keep coming to my room and walking in pretending they are in my class. well, the boys. i should have kept adan. i may go and get him and have him come in if his scores are still up.
i'm glad it's friday. mike and i are going to a movie this weekend. don't know when or what exactly, but have decided that we need a movie treat.
i'm printing a picture on ebay of a chubby bride. she's in a size dress one size larger than what fit me at david's bridal. so i'm printing that to remind me that i don't want to be a fat bride.
skinny pictures of old me or of others don't inspire me. but since i'm in denial about my weight (i feel like a skinny person until i look in the mirror), looking at fat people will help keep me on track.
i guess that's mean,but i really don't want to be a chubby bride. even losing 20 pounds would make a difference.
rambling, uninteresting morning pages these have been.
can you tell i've been having major anxiety lately? don't know why. can't pin point it....i guess it's a combo of worrying about sammy, money and this thing at work.
i hope i'm making good decisions. and if not,i hope the lesson learned isn't going to be severe.
i'm expecting this to be a bumpy transition since it's going to all be done today and their new schedules are supposed to be ready on monday. (sigh) i guess i put a sign on the door for monday to remind them.
my old 7th graders keep coming to my room and walking in pretending they are in my class. well, the boys. i should have kept adan. i may go and get him and have him come in if his scores are still up.
i'm glad it's friday. mike and i are going to a movie this weekend. don't know when or what exactly, but have decided that we need a movie treat.
i'm printing a picture on ebay of a chubby bride. she's in a size dress one size larger than what fit me at david's bridal. so i'm printing that to remind me that i don't want to be a fat bride.
skinny pictures of old me or of others don't inspire me. but since i'm in denial about my weight (i feel like a skinny person until i look in the mirror), looking at fat people will help keep me on track.
i guess that's mean,but i really don't want to be a chubby bride. even losing 20 pounds would make a difference.
rambling, uninteresting morning pages these have been.
can you tell i've been having major anxiety lately? don't know why. can't pin point it....i guess it's a combo of worrying about sammy, money and this thing at work.
i hope i'm making good decisions. and if not,i hope the lesson learned isn't going to be severe.