Not really a recap of 2013 but it could have been
Right, no point in me saying I have been absent. No point in coming up with all sorts of excuses to say why or what I have been doing while I could have been posting to LJ.
I just wanted to say that as for the emotions of me during this year there have been a few huge lows.
An aunt of mine died last summer of cancer. That made me really sad. She's not an aunt by blood, but by heart - which counts more in my opinion - and I have known her all my life since she lived next to my parents.
And more recent... last night a friend of mine died. She would have turned 41 next Sunday. Leaving behind a husband and a toddler. So sad. I knew it was coming, since she was very ill, but I still hadn't expected it to happen quite so soon. Although, the updates I got on her were not very positive the last few weeks. I hoped she would have made it to 2014, but I think that was a selfish wish on my part.
So these songs express all the lows.
There have been highs too, but since the loss is still fresh it's very hard to see them and be positive about them. :( Sorry. I hope 2014 will be better because this year @#$!
I just wanted to say that as for the emotions of me during this year there have been a few huge lows.
An aunt of mine died last summer of cancer. That made me really sad. She's not an aunt by blood, but by heart - which counts more in my opinion - and I have known her all my life since she lived next to my parents.
And more recent... last night a friend of mine died. She would have turned 41 next Sunday. Leaving behind a husband and a toddler. So sad. I knew it was coming, since she was very ill, but I still hadn't expected it to happen quite so soon. Although, the updates I got on her were not very positive the last few weeks. I hoped she would have made it to 2014, but I think that was a selfish wish on my part.
So these songs express all the lows.
Click to viewThere have been highs too, but since the loss is still fresh it's very hard to see them and be positive about them. :( Sorry. I hope 2014 will be better because this year @#$!