SOMETHING HAS CHANGED WITHIN ME...
"Forget regret or life is yours to miss.." I used to live by that but Ive found that lately I have been sitting on my problems. Regreting my move down here, regretting spending so much time with him and not making any friends and loads of other things. But when I woke up today and realized something...why? Why did I allow myself to start regreting. Regretting leads to nothing but self doubt and confusion. Thats the last thing I need. So I start this new job on Wednesday, I'm starting to get out more..meeting new people. Forgeting the past 9 months, moving on..starting over. Ive decided to do things for myself. Ive decided I need a vacation. Not a roadtrip back home to Chicago, Im talking a complete self discovery, soul searching come back home completely refreshed with a new outlook on life vacation. I've decided to go to Euorpe! Now before you question my sanity and remind me of my current financial woes let me explain my madness. Im going through a tour group and its an 11 day trip from London to Paris to Rome. The deposit of $250 is my belated birthday present from my family. Since I will be making alot more money I can make my payments with no problem. Then there's Christmas money which will go directly towards my trip and seeing that the trip isnt until next year this gives me plenty of time to save for spending money. My family thinks this is a good idea since Ive been wanting to go to Europe since high school. My aunt has been to Europe twice so she's totally excited that Im planning this trip and she knows Ill appreciate it for what it is. So if any of you have been to London, Paris or Rome give me tips on what to do or where to go.