Lately.
Hmm...
Things arent really good o_o
I fail at school, and I'm barely even there, I'm not motivated to do anything anymore...
Its kinda sad... oh, yeah, I'm all depressed and tired o_o
Which IS kinda usual for me, but lately it's been...worse.
I only find comfort in watching Naruto, playing it or sleeping.
Talking to friends online and....well... that's about it.
Oh yeah, the occasionaal good fanfics... but they're like... rare.
I dont like the ones where the author put some OC in and pairs them up with any canon.
And whenever some name is spelled wrong over and over again.
Anyway... recently.. its...
I mean.. I'm sooooo tired of school... and I feel like all my friends are abandoning me...
I TRY to make new friends, either online or IR but like >_> Yeah...
I used to talk to this girl once.... like... 3 years ago...
And then she was suddenly gone. Didnt log on anymore.
So I sent her an email, stating my concern. And I got and reply, but she didnt log on.
Then a year and a half later I sent another email, (after sending emails to ppl that havent been on for a year or so.) and I finally got a reply....
Then another year later she loggen on and I was all 'omg o_o that was about time..''
But she was all different.
We used to have much in common, talking about Jrock and stuff..
But...
It was like a regular boring conversation o_o
going like:
Hey
hi.
whats up?
nothing
there?
oh, nothing.
Then SIIIILENCE.
After that I havent talked to her.... it kinda bugs me.
I dont even know why I'm being all nostalgic and even awake when I should be sleeping.
Even tho I'm supposed to get up in a mere 30 minutes.
Besides... no one ever reads my blog here anyway xD
So I'm not really sure why I'm even being active here...
ugh... I wanna read something with the KakashixItachi parring >_>
But for some odd reason I cant find any decent fics o_o withouth a Jane doe or something in it....
*keeps on looking*
Things arent really good o_o
I fail at school, and I'm barely even there, I'm not motivated to do anything anymore...
Its kinda sad... oh, yeah, I'm all depressed and tired o_o
Which IS kinda usual for me, but lately it's been...worse.
I only find comfort in watching Naruto, playing it or sleeping.
Talking to friends online and....well... that's about it.
Oh yeah, the occasionaal good fanfics... but they're like... rare.
I dont like the ones where the author put some OC in and pairs them up with any canon.
And whenever some name is spelled wrong over and over again.
Anyway... recently.. its...
I mean.. I'm sooooo tired of school... and I feel like all my friends are abandoning me...
I TRY to make new friends, either online or IR but like >_> Yeah...
I used to talk to this girl once.... like... 3 years ago...
And then she was suddenly gone. Didnt log on anymore.
So I sent her an email, stating my concern. And I got and reply, but she didnt log on.
Then a year and a half later I sent another email, (after sending emails to ppl that havent been on for a year or so.) and I finally got a reply....
Then another year later she loggen on and I was all 'omg o_o that was about time..''
But she was all different.
We used to have much in common, talking about Jrock and stuff..
But...
It was like a regular boring conversation o_o
going like:
Hey
hi.
whats up?
nothing
there?
oh, nothing.
Then SIIIILENCE.
After that I havent talked to her.... it kinda bugs me.
I dont even know why I'm being all nostalgic and even awake when I should be sleeping.
Even tho I'm supposed to get up in a mere 30 minutes.
Besides... no one ever reads my blog here anyway xD
So I'm not really sure why I'm even being active here...
ugh... I wanna read something with the KakashixItachi parring >_>
But for some odd reason I cant find any decent fics o_o withouth a Jane doe or something in it....
*keeps on looking*