the format.
so the format show was incredible. we were right up front and the performance put me into another world. after they went off, calie and I cut out to go track us down some nate and sam, and kayla stayed with some other people to finish up motion city. so we went off and found mike, who was very shy and seemed almost embarassed by attention. that's how they all were, actually. calie and I just wandered around for a bit and then I realized that Sam was chilling at the bottom of the stairs. Yeah, just chilling there like he was fucking no one. Talking to him was great. I asked him about Anita and how it was being away from her since they were only married in November. He gave short answers and small smiles, but I found him very endearing. So we chilled some more and waited around. The crowd cleared out quickly, and motion city wandered up the stairs. we waited and waited, and then Kayla pointed down the stairs, and Nate was on his way up. I lost all of my composure right then and there, I was crying, my hands were shaking. He even touched my shoulder and said "Becky don't cry its just me!" talking to him was wonderful. He was everything I ever dreamed and more. So chill with absolutly no idea that he was more than a normal person. He was the most conversational, but still shy. Maybe its because they were all sober that they seemed so shy. Its usually a given that bands are drunk when you meet them and that's why they seem so outgoing? so Nate talked to Virginia on the phone. We offered to bring them stuff from waffle house but they said they couldn't ask us to do that. Eventually we had to leave HOB, so I hugged nate and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek and we took off. I was such a baby when I got out of there. Crying like it was my job. the whole night rocked. i loved it so so much. so check the pics-
oh.baby.
mike!
SAM!
sean!
ok here it comes...
the happiest moment of my fucking life. yeah, I cried like an idiot, and I don't care because I don't think I've ever felt anything like what I was feeling right there. I love you, nate.
so on a side note, I got my wisdom teeth out this morning. I don't feel anything though, no one should have made it a big deal because I feel fiiiiiiine.