so pissed
ok well besides that i got my speech over, which sucked like a mother, my parents are like "mitra we feel bad that you dont really have friends but when you are invited to go out to a party, with people you usually arent cool enough to go with.. well than during those situations.. we are going to force you to go to a persian party.. not to mention you cant even stay in ur own damn room.. when ur mad because ur grandma has to sleep in ur room too becasue she doesnt want to sleep in the guest room" GOD DAMN IT.. i have to live in my brothers room and when i live in my brothers room they are like.. "u cant lock his door becuase it is his.. you can lock ur own but not his!" funny thing is!! I CANT LOCK MY OWN DAMN ROOM CAUSE IT IS NOT MINE and it wont be mine for the next 6 months! god damn this bull shit! and then they are like why are you sad when u dont go anywhere... i mean even my brother felt bad for me he was like dont you go and at least have friends over every weekend.. and im like NO BECAUSE I DONT HAVE DAMN FRIENDS TO INVITE OVER! fuck the best years of my life.. bull shit