May 18, 2003 22:07
so i have been cleaning my room and i came across a box. inside were emails conversations-you know stuff you printed out in middle school cause you thought was important and showed all your friends. so i started reading it. it was really sad how i thought these events were so important to print out and save. there were some of fights been people. and the really sad part is that after i read a little bit of it i could remember actually what happened.
i hate middle school. it was the most depressing part of my life thus far. the whole popular thing and dating guys and kissing and all that crap really isnt worth all that we go through in middle school.
im glad im out of that part of my life. i dont care about that kind of stuff anymore. im happy with my life. people try to bring me down but it isnt working so well anymore. i dont really care how people feel about me anymore. i mean i want there approval but thats not my main goal anymore. and sure it would be great to a have boyfriend, but im not so much worried about that anymore either.
everything will come around on its own time. thats what i think.