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Jun 17, 2009 12:40

what a fucking idiot.
him for being the way he is,
and i for taking it for so long.

for what fukn reason?
just because he claimed to care.

ever given someone a chance and had them spit it in your face?
i am too god damn gullible.
said one thing, and i gave him the benefit of the doubt even though all the actions say otherwise.

when you care about someone you keep your shit under wraps.
sometimes love is knowing your crazy but trying your best to not let it affect the ones you love.

you know what fuck that bullshit
i was an idiot for believing it,
and id be an even bigger one if i really thought there was another way of looking at it.

no puedo creer que tome ese abuso.
deveradas que las mujers ( o personas en general) podemos ser tan pendejas.
i guess its been a lot worse for other people,
and it could have been a lot worse for me.
at least i get to walk away relatively unscathed.
and i know that the poor fool is worse off than me.

however,
the only real thing i feel is discomfort.
for the way he had to go about things.
being drunk is never an excuse.
In any which case..
"My grandmother, confessed to me once, that before she'd ever let herself become deeply involved with a man, she'd make sure to get him drunk. Maestra claims you can never know who a person really is unless you've seen how they behave when under the spell of Bacchus. It's a hard and fast rule with no exceptions: a bad drunk will make a bad husband. Or wife, for that matter. Sobriety, for some people is a thin and temporary disguise."

Good Riddance

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